メ Monday, June 25, 2012
" Is Scorpio happenned to be simply loyal?
Or we are just too lazy to find a new preference? "
Say, for 10 years now i have not changed my breakfast menu,
i have always get it from the same chicken rice shop whenever it is possible.
And if we have to go beyond that league,
i have been having my lunch tea from the same KopiTiam for 20 years or more now.
i only recently stop it as i have to work now,
but still i try not to miss them during my off or else i will feel so uncomfortable.
Oh well. that's relly quite some lame examples.
But i've rather telling that than my story here... (If you know what i mean.)
...and just what am i looking `
You know, sometime i am quite envy these people,
they can have their workloads bring forward to the next day to complete.
I am not saying that i have got a tight schedule,
and it is not like i can't bring my work to the next day.
...but fact is, sometime i am just getting way too relax. `
...摘不到的星星，总是最闪亮的;
溜掉的小鱼，总是最美丽的...
...错过的电影，总是最好看的;
失去的情人，总是最懂我的...
...我始终不明白，这究竟是什么道理 `
the story told at... 3:16 PM
メ Monday, June 18, 2012
...if anyone would like to work with me here? `
Hi peeps!
Surprisingly i am kinda free today.
Thought i would have to follow up with what i left off on Friday,
but it seems that the problem solved while i am sleeping.
That's how i like to have night shift people to back me up. (Hehe...)
...there is 'One Thing' i am looking. `
Today is quite a new day for us,
as the office just moved to PJ8 (opposite Hilton),
which i can't say if i'm liking it or dislike.
i find the environment here much better than Garden though,
or at least the office space is a lot bigger.
Not to mention that, the outdoor is very lovely and romantic. (Awww...)
And just between you and me,
there is a pool at the opposite of office,
and bikini girl can be spotted every so often. -blushed-
There are actually quite a number of empty table available,
so i wonder if anyone would like to work with me here?
...你固定在哪一站上车? 在哪一站下车?
车站中的人群总是这么来去匆匆...
有人会在地下铁的出口等你吗? `
the story told at... 3:39 PM
メ Thursday, May 31, 2012
...the police nowadays... `
"Hello world!"
If you have learned programming,
you know that's the most basic thing every lesson would teach you.
But that's not my point.
i am now here in the office,
but left idle by my boss for 2 weeks...
Not ready yet for handling the real project,
and a plus for lacking training materials.
You can imagine how bored i will be in the coming 14 days...
(playing finger...)
But i wasn't saying i don't like my company.
In fact, i love it.
...busy merging myself `
Just i think, i am sorta a workaholic.
Or i just don't feel like keeping myself like a freeloader here.
Now come back to 2 days ago,
i ran into some problem with the police. -shocking-
But well... i not very sure if i can still refer them as 'police'.
When we are still just an innocent kid,
we were taught that police is the good guy,
protecting the citizens or whatsoever.
But after the incident that night,
i find it hard to trust the police anymore.
Say, i don't really have much faith on them before,
but now they just ruined it totally.
Know what, i was threaten by the so-called-police,
when i was withdrawing my money via ATM in the petrol station.
The way they act is totally gangster-like.
Do you see a police going everywhere,
help people removing the gas from their tires?
...you can see it here in Malaysia. `
(Please don't ask me to explain more,
just imagine whatever a gangster will do, so they do.)
But i was fine in the end, just when my dad arrived.
And Nel's almost whole family came for the rescue. -appreciated-
Also, thanks to Li Yin for calling to the 999.
Those ******* only start acting friendly,
as when they saw us outnumbered them.
Can you imagine how pathetic they are?
/*------Just For Your Information------*/
And if you have never call-ed 999 before,
i can tell you that the line is extremely not stable.
It is better if you got the direct phone number to the nearest station.
When it comes to emergency that's really helpful.
/*-------------------------------------*/
But seriously this is one really awful experience to have,
as the good guy is acting like the bad guy...
so the bad guy is who we should beware of...
Then who else we can still put our trust on...? ` -confused-
|| 老虎.老鼠.傻傻分不清楚! `
...we keep all our promises.be us against the world `
the story told at... 4:24 PM
メ Saturday, May 19, 2012
...but i never ask anyone to know/agree with me. `
i wonder how should i bring this up...
But i am actually extremely tired right now,
like i could just fall asleep while i am typing. -drowsy-
i mean, my job is fine, the working is fine.
i can always easily get used to the new envinronment or any challenges,
like i am born for it.
But there is some feeling now that irritated me.
i hate people interfere with my personal interest,
and as especially as invading my personal space.
Perhaps, that's how you could explain that i am a scorpio,
but i still hate them.
i got my very different way of thinking,
and i know i have always keeping thing to myself.
But that's just who i am,
and i never ask anyone to know/agree with me. (So true...)
Fact is, there is something i am looking for,
but i started to lost myself as i am proceeding to it.
i fear that, i am losing my faith from all the external factors...
...i fear that, it is fading `
If one had never fall,
he will never learned how to walk.
Sometime, getting over protection might not be the very good thing.
There is thing which i care much greater than my life,
and money is never the essential part of me.
You could definitely say that i am just not knowing the real world yet.
But please allow me to ask,
" If everyone would just lives the 'real world' as you said,
then What's the fun for us to live here anymore? "
...every record sounds the same,
you've got to step into my world `
the story told at... 1:06 AM
メ Tuesday, May 8, 2012
...the first day of work in Garden `
Just ended my first day of work,
it is awfully boring as expected.
Spent my whole day so unproductively,
just reading the employee's handbook and some system manual...
How good it is if only we can skip the first day,
just like how we skipped the orientation week back in school? (Awww~)
But nevertheless, i should awarded myself with the Gong-Cha's milk tea,
for surviving this whole day without entertain. -bliss-
And i heard the new that the office is moving in the early June,
to somewhere near the PJ Hilton or wherever...
They have never told me about this on the interview,
now that i feel so cheated.
But on second thought,
that means the business is expanding,
and MORE people coming in.
(If you know what i mean...)
Which is a good sign,
so i think i will forgive them this time. `
Anyway i think that's all for the update.
Lazy to look for picture to attach.
...Peace out! ``
有些事，明知是错的，
也要去坚持，因为不甘心
有些人，明知是爱的，
也要去放弃，因为没结局
... ...有时候，明知没路了， 却还在前行，因为习惯了 `
the story told at... 11:37 PM
メ Thursday, May 3, 2012
..."Can't a boy and girl to be just friend?" `
It is been quite a few days i didn't actually talk to people,
i wonder what's happening on me.
It is like your mind going to explode,
or in a very mess situation or whatever.
But i just don't like this feeling...
i kinda know what's the cause of it,
but maybe i just don't want to admit it, somehow. -sigh-
..."Can't a boy and girl to be just friend?" `
And someone asked me,
"Can a boy and girl to be just friend?"
...so what do you think? `
(...but myself have no "friend" in my dictionary...)
Then i start looking for my job recently. (or like finally)
So far there are 2 companies asking me for interview.
One was done on 2 days earlier,
but i don't quite feel like working there after being there.
And another is scheduled on tomorrow,
which in Mid Valley.
i hope it would be a better company this time,
and not something covered up by website again.
But that's so hard when i am here looking for a Web Designer job...
Though, what actually making my day was,
i got a call from IRIS Corporation Berhad.
While i have never apply any job with them,
but they called me up and asked for my resume and CV.
For such a big company to show interest on me,
i should be proud of myself...or WAIT!
Maybe after they actually taking me in,
or perhaps asking me for interview first. -smirk-
i guess that's so much for update for now.
Time to go. `
...i mean, being any kind of happy is better than
being miserable about someone you can't have. `
the story told at... 11:37 PM
メ Sunday, February 26, 2012
...無短訊嘅手機，無心機 `
朋友问,
"一句 ' 我不开心 ' 能换来谁人一句 ' 在那里? 马上到! ' ,
世上又还有多少个 李大仁 在?"
我问,
"那, 又有多少个人曾经在乎过 李大仁 的感受?"
Honestly, i am bored.
i know i am not practically bond to here,
but i just could not get myself to anywhere.
Moreover, there is no one there at the end of the day,
like people are getting so busy nowadays except me.
Don't you agree with that?
And i know, i really know.
i get lost in my thought easily lately...
.
.But what's what?
.i just can't help it, can't i?
.i just can't...
.
.
.There are a lot things i wanted to know,
.but i just never know how i can start asking.
.Or should i rather say,
.i was never given the chance to ask?
.
.Whatever that might be,
.i don't even know if myself is ready for the answer now.
.Sarcastic, wasn't it? `
.
.How about... or why not instead,
.you ask me what i wanted to ask?
.
.But you will just never read this, do you? `
.
.
.i... just don't what else to say now.
.The mind is so disturbed and lost.
.
.
.
Okay. i think i should get back to my sense.
Just snap out of it! `
...誰該堅強起來 月亮還是太陽
是誰遮了誰 是誰都會依賴......無短訊嘅手機，無心機 `
the story told at... 11:08 PM
