メ Tuesday, July 26, 2011
...a lot of things in mind now `
FML!
i really do not like to use this term for myself,
as it makes me sound like a weakling.
(i am still not using it.)
But seriously things are getting so damn there!
Like i just went for my Midpoint Presentation,
and i got ffk-ed again just like how it happened with my first supervisor.
Why can't i just have a smooth troughout for my FYP? (Sigh...)
To top that all, i still have to tell them, "It's ok."
Like how can it be okay when you just wasted your hours for nothing?
But we simply don't and can't have any other answer to give.
...if i would cry... in the dark, in the rain `
There is really alot of things in my mind now,
and sincerely sorry if i misbehave.
...need some time staying in the darkness, til i found my light. `
So... i think that's all for today.
...the world of a scorpio is beyond your imagination `
the story told at... 7:22 PM
メ Monday, July 25, 2011
...你听得到 `
"人 因为有了想法 有了坚持 而完整,
发生了 过去了 管它的"
"...与其找个理由去后悔 不如换个形式去检讨 ` "
So tomorrow is my Mid-Point presentation.
To be frank, the requirement is to complete up to Chapter 3,
but i have not done it yet like you-know-why.
All i can do is to put what i have into the slides,
and hope that it is acceptable by the advisor.
(And i don't feel like cheating anyway.)
Come to the next part of this mess,
exam is on next coming week.
Like, i know it right~
i have not done with my final revision yet ._. -Crap!-
Anyway this will be my VERY FINAL EXAM to sit for, i guess.
Since i don't think i will be taking any other exam after this,
and it is full in-course on the coming semester, well.
...i am so gonna miss the exam, NOT `
But it is true that i need to go now.
Better off for some studies...
Though, will get back to you soon.
ps. ...blame yourself too much and you will be stink ` :X
the story told at... 8:04 PM
メ Thursday, July 21, 2011
...what does a group means to you? `
Just got back my result for CMI modules. -Shy-
Overall i think it is not that bad,
like by all mean it is within my expectation anyway.
...though, i still hope that i got an A `
...losing myself `
Say, i just did my most awkward presentation today.
Like you know what,
there is Group and Individual part to present.
Common sense kayz.
The group part should be done together,
then only we proceed to the individual, right?
Here, we are in a group of 3, but guess what?
According to our "leader", he said...
"We will present his group and individual, your group and your individual,
then my group and my individual..."
Can you imagine what i look like when heard him saying that?
Or why not you tell me what will you be like,
when you heard your group leader saying something like this...
But what worse is that the other member,
he actually comes to agree with him,
like i am the only one who is wrong... -freaked-
Of course you can expect what comes next from the lecturer then,
unless you are with them as well...
Frankly speaking, i am not expecting much from it since the beginning.
And i quite gave up on the group marks already,
but i just never expect them can go this far beyond...
...and yes, i am upset about the comments given. ` -sign-
Why can't people just act as a group,
when they're brought into one.
(It is not like i volunteer myself to join anyway.)
Hopefully this is the last group i have for my degree level,
like i've had enough of it already.
...this is not the idea `
Okayy, i think i had brag enough.
Anyway life goes on no matter how sucks it is.
Most importantly i think i have found my resolves from the dream.
Like i have know what is it i need and i want for now.
Hope this doesn't cheat me and keeps me going.
And it is time for me to have my tiramisu~ -yummy-
i will take my leave now...
...all i need is being able to
scoop up happiness with a tiny spoon...
...as long as i have someone to share it with `
the story told at... 11:13 PM
メ Tuesday, July 19, 2011
...have you been there? Bon Odori 2011 `
Guess what, the Bon Odori 2011 just ended last week,
and i missed my chance of going there again this year.
It is just sad when you got place to go,
but your friends wouldn't tag along, don't you agree?
Though, myself also lazy to drive there with such a terrible trafic.
...anyway i still enjoy traveling alone in the near future. ` (笑)
...kawaii-neh? `
Apparently neither the girl nor the kid is me.
It is just a random search from Facebook and i found this anyway.
(And i hope she don't mind if i use her picture here or something.)
The world is seriously so small, though.
i do not found her through any mutual friends or whatever,
but plainly random finding.
And what surprised me was the further "research" shows that,
we are actually from the same high school.
...say, i am not really that good of stalking, really. ` (无辜)
i think that is getting pretty far from the topic already,
so... let's just keep it going.
i am having quite a mess on my school works lately,
by all thanks to our great mighty lecturer, Mr. J-sama.
Okayy. Who knows maybe he is not really the person to blame about,
but i just don't know where should i throw my anger to.
Perhaps i should blame on APIIT system?
But that still won't change the fact i am frustrated.
Top of that there are still some in-game issues, outside projects,
and personal resolves that bugging me at the moment.
...i hope i can care less about it. `
Says, why not we have some fun on other thing such as this.
...what's the first 3 words you see? `
As the description says about it,
the first 3 words you found will describe about you.
It is just a game so please don't take it seriously,
but personally i found it quite true in some sense, though.
Why not you just give it a try?
Opps! And before i forget the words i found are,
fool, sad and happy.
Are they making any sense to you?
ps. ...the tears of a clown ` -soft laugh-
...有人按错门铃 有人打错电话,
有人制造喧哗的八卦...
...麻烦大家让我静一下 好吗? `
the story told at... 3:27 PM
メ Monday, July 11, 2011
...好久不见 `
This has been so long.
i mean really seriously very crazy long,
i almost couldn't remember my password to come back here, NO.
It is still the same password i used for other resources,
but it is true that Pinky had forgotten it. -apologize-
So what made me stop blogging for so long?
The school works perhaps?
Haha... please don't ask me...
And now then i realise,
the last post was stopped at such a sensitive date.
i hope people not thinking much about it, though.
(or i think it is just me that always think too much.)
Really, i am about to finish my final year first semester.
The overall experience was that,
everything feel so easy and free, but yet i am like so busy.
And sometime, i don't really know what i am doing...
It sucks!
i mean that kind of feeling. (无奈)
...she will be there `
Oh well. i just can't think of a way to express what's in my thought now.
Wonder why i am blogging now anyway. -fall into silent-
If only there would have someone,
who could just look into my eyes,
and know what i am thinking...
(Ya.. i believe, the one is still there.)
Not sure which sense of mine wanted this,
but i just feel like giving a chinese title on this post.
i am not really that random, wasn't i?
...walked away `
...一路嗅著追著美梦,
爬上屋顶意外跌得好重...
...不觉得痛 是觉得空 `
the story told at... 12:47 AM
