メ Sunday, January 31, 2010
...it is lifeless again `
Err..hmmm... well.
To be honest i am kinda lifeless now.
Finished my last paper on Friday,
supposingly i should feel somewhat happy i guess.
Though i am not, i feel nothing now ._.
...it is lifeless `
For your information, i had done my Level 1 Degree now.
Roughly about 2 months more,
only i have my Level 2 started.
You know, this 2 months probably a hell for me.
No doubt. i am looking forward to a holiday for long,
but holiday without activities is way too boring.
In fact, It Is LIFELESS`~! *sigh*
Hopefully someone could entertains me.
but who will..?
Anyway computer is attacked by virus ` ._.
the story told at... 2:23 PM
メ Monday, January 25, 2010
...so we waited forever `
You know, i used to be this group of people,
...we stay up late
as we try to find something to do `
It sounds crazy right?
And i think i did mentioned about this.
Few months back there...?
or maybe not. (memory bad... ._.)
Anyway since i promised myself to sleep earlier,
i had quited doing so.
Though, actually there is a better reason for that to happen.
Believe me i am not finding an excuse for myself,
and i think some of you too experienced it before.
...so we wait `
Did you ever had this feeling before?
You go online and you saw the certain someone is online too,
you wanted to talk to him/her so desperately,
but you just don't want to say "hi" first.
So ended up you never get off,
until they go offline...
Only by that moment you realised,
i should have... (...and go emo or regret on a corner.)
But then the same thing happens again,
on the next day, next next day.. and loop forever... =.=
...so we waited forever `
It is kinda.. something i guess,
but fortunately i'd get over it now.
Or for the least i would set a limit for myself,
as i won't go online forever again. (just to see them go offline... ._.)
i will stop here today, need some rest.
feel that i was attacked by the virus.
please do not get sick now.
i got 2 more papers to go.
the story told at... 8:56 PM
メ Friday, January 22, 2010
...hate the group works `
Phew~ you know what,
i was in the 8th group to present today.
Since morning i reached,
all i heard about is how the other groups get screwed.
The first one, second... fifth, sixth...
It seems like there is a monster inside the room,
and we are going in to feed her ._.
Probably people going in with this face :D
but for sure they're coming out with ): or D:
maybe that could be worse is this DX
(Lolz` i am not kidding about that seriously)
...feed me `
Though case changed for my group,
the lecturer didn't screw us at all.
Guess all thanks to Sanaz,
as she gave the good impression always during the class.
Actually the previous group also the same,
since Armin was in that group i guess.
You know, Armin and Sanaz...
Both of them are just amazingly amazing.
i will never believe it,
if they can't graduated with First Class Degree.
Anyway after this 2 months of group working,
for sure i had learned something.
i learned that i am truly not fit for group works. Lol `
Seriously i felt it that way,
i am just not that kind of person,
that can work together happily with others.
i don't mind for having group discussion, (really. it is good to have)
but beside that there are alot of things i hate about group.
...notes are important `
Like sharing works with others,
hate so much when i am doing something,
the others just keep telling me to do this, add that...
It is not that i can't accept opinions,
but if you think you can do better than me,
why don't you just take the job then?
Another thing that is,
i have to worry about other's works.
And what could be worse is,
when your tasks required effort from them.
Always when i am so in mood to do my job,
then realised what i get from others are such a mess...
i will get myself confused,
whether i should redo their works, or just done a mess too ._.
... ... `
If really i have to work in group again,
at least let me choose the members next time.
i need someone i can trust with their ability,
and most important they won't disturb with my works.
Without these it is hard for me to survive in gourp,
just like how UCP and Malaysian Studies had failed my expectation...
ps. ...i feel lucky to have Sanaz this time ` :D
the story told at... 9:43 PM
メ Thursday, January 21, 2010
...T h e E n d ? `
Okayz` one last presentation on tomorrow,
and 3 more papers on next week,
then it is the end of my 2nd Sem.
Oh wait. did i just said, T h e E n d..?!
Hey! Is this for real?!
Like soon later i will finished this semester,
and completed my Year 1 Degree! o.o
...can i have Best Effort instead? ` :x
Feel like i am so not ready yet,
just what had i done in this sem anyway =.=
Guess most my course mates will have the same feeling as me,
as this semester seriously like so... relaxing?
(except the last few weeks of course...)
So will we have any new faces for the next sem?
Opps. this is a bit too early to ask now i guess.
i shall continue that when i start my class again. Lol `
Eh eh... stop first,
i need to start study my SAD assignment,
for the sake of the presentation tomorrow ._.
And maybe i shall study for exam too,
even though they seem like so easy. Opps. :x
the story told at... 8:04 PM
メ Tuesday, January 19, 2010
...Pissed by the SAD ! ` zzz
Felt so unsatisfied with the SAD assignment,
but i hope that would be my last update for it,
'cause i am seriously SICK OF IT ~!
Countless of grammer mistakes and problems,
can be easily found in the assignment.
How could no one ever seen it,
perhaps they just simply ignore like i do..`?
Guess if ever it was spoken,
probably the whole thing needs a redo =.=
...everyone did mistake `
Geez... i just hate this assignment so much!
Never ever done an assignment,
that is so confused and DAMNED`~!
To think back about it now,
what i had in mind was just... *Sigh~
Maybe i should have just call it a day...
the story told at... 7:23 PM
メ Saturday, January 16, 2010
...No Music No Life `
After feeling so EMPTY for these few days,
at last i found the missing piece of my heart.
(Though i not if that's the only one...)
...Shandy, Mixed with Grape! `
Opps. But it is not the alcohol,
i just tried to promote it though,
the latest taste of Shandy, Mixed with Grape~! o.o
(yet i tried though... lol)
So what is it that i lost..`?
Bet it, that is the Music! ♪ ♩ ♬
You know, i'd been skipping classes lately,
and i am not going anywhere else either,
so i don't actually get the chance to drive.
Can't understand what i am trying to say?
Nevermind, i am gonna explain it for you.
...No Music No Life `
How often do i listen to music?
Usually only when i am driving...
As you won't find a radio,
that actually works as a radio in my home... (Just what radio is that? ==)
And my Processor can't support my PC,
to run the Window Player for long time either...
So beside driving,
i seriously can't find the chance for music.
And you know what,
...No Music, No Life `
This is just freaking true for me.
How EMPTY i felt for the last few days,
i just don't know how to explain. (in fact i am lazy to...)
But i got healed now :D
To avoid myself fell into that abyss again,
i created this PlayList online.
And i will update it from time to time,
'cause the songs always seem missing after some time ._.
Check it out if you need the cure too >>> Click Here!
ps. ...if you'd noticed, i actually updated the poll ` :)
the story told at... 12:57 PM
メ Thursday, January 14, 2010
...the Diary Day! `10
It is the Diary Day!
Do you know what it actually means for`?
According to... ...the legend...?
The 14th of every month have its own meaning.
Commonly we know about 14th February, the Valentine's Day.
But what about January's..`?
...wrote a diary `
Well`.. it is when you should have your diary written,
about the Special Someone in your heart,
and perhaps the plan or whatever you like to do about him?
Seriously just write anything you feel like writing,
it is not like you are going to show him the diary anyway.
Though if you wanted to do so,
no one would stop you either :D
But you are asking me why should we be doing this?
Actually... i don't know the answer either...
As in my opinion, don't you think it is kinda sweet,
when you look it back the next time yourself?
Or it might be sweeter,
when both of you did get along and read it together ` :D
...Dear Diary `
No one would ever tell you,
what's the real answer for it,
so you might just have to find it out yourself~ *wink!*
the story told at... 1:14 AM
メ Tuesday, January 12, 2010
...the very first website of mine `
Had my WDD presentation in the morning,
but it was rather fast and simple than i thought it would be.
Anyway once again i failed to feel nervous or excited,
i just can't understand why for others,
presentation can seem so excited or difficult..?
Perhaps it is the different of courses or colleges`?
Whatsoever. i am not interested to know the answer now.
'cause i just found out something,
that's ridiculously funny and stupid.
For the Web Design And Development (WDD) assignment,
so much of time was spent in gathering information,
and so much was written in it.
But guess what...?
There is not a single word being read,
when it comes to the presentation or judging.
Seriously felt that the effort was trashed ._.
So to make myself feel better,
i am gonna provide the link here,
for others to make good uses of it.
It is a tour guide for Malacca town by the way :D
Click >>> http://tour2malacca.co.cc/
Anyway please do not expect so much,
like Dynamic, Fantastic, Lunatic works from it,
as the design and scripts were being done without GOOGLE or BING.
(To remind you again, i lost my modem during that period...)
Though i doubt the information in there is not real,
so do not hesitate to take it if you find it useful for you :)
the story told at... 6:14 PM
メ Monday, January 11, 2010
...promise is a promise ` :3
Actually i wanted to write this on yesterday night,
but then i did not for some reason.
It is quite late for that time,
and in fact i had promised myself to sleep earlier.
You know, promise is a promise.
It is what we suppose to keep :)
Whenever a Promise is made with me,
it is like i had the Strongest Spell casted upon me.
It can not be removed, unless by the caster him/her-self.
That is the reason why i don't promise a thing,
if i can't seem to find the guarantee for it.
Soon after i took my exam dockets,
and submited my WDD assignment,
i became so much lazy of myself.
Especially after i find out that,
the submission date for SAD assignment,
was extended for one more week,
i totally lost the mood to continue my works ._.
...remind me of the old days `
Anyway bought these movies during my visit of Mines.
i don't mind if people said i am childish,
'cause i am proud with it.
People will not understand,
because they always hide the true of them :3
So that's all for today i guess,
lately time is quite not enough for me :x
the story told at... 12:27 PM
メ Sunday, January 10, 2010
...Internet Is Back ~! `
At last i am back with my very own PC! :D
Lol! As my first come-back-post,
i seriously got no idea what should i write about.
Maybe i will just leave some pictures,
as some refreshment from the long-loonnggg-post previously`?
Eh. But come to think of it..
it is not like i have any photos i can share.. =.=
Maybe just this one i guess ._.
...know where is it? `
ps. ...sorry i will make a better post next time `
the story told at... 7:54 PM
メ Friday, January 8, 2010
...May 2010 Be A Better Year For Us` :D
Before this i was actually wondering,
do i really gonna story about the recent events?
What's done is done,
why should i bother talking about it..`?
Seriously i think i have my point there,
but yet i still feel like keep a page for it :)
Though i won't be uploading any photos,
til i got my PC repaired or solved the remains problems...
So it is up to you to continue reading or shoo!
During the New Year Eve i went drinking with JunHoe and chelle,
at the Puchong United Club, or something named that.
Since their dad was there with his friends,
i somehow spent nothing for the session. Lol!
Anyway i enjoyed drinking with you,
as you look so adorable with your drunken face,
especially when you are fainted sleeping :3
Opps! but i am not talking about you, Cheap-Jing. Lol!
To tell the truth, there were quite alot of miseries happened lately.
For a moment there i did feel like getting myself drunk,
so i could run away from it. (even just for a while...)
Stressed so much by the assignments,
as well for some other stupid thoughts.
Whatever i wanted to do,
there always with obstacles blocking the way.
Even now as i had done my Web and hosted it online,
i suppose to feel happy or excited for it,
but in fact i feel kinda empty somehow.
Like a piece of puzzle is missing from my heart...
But i can't keep myself like this forever,
i need to walk out from this damn fog,
and keep myself positive always!
'cause i know if i don't,
i will slowly devour by HIM...
(Opps` Sorry there as if i make things sound so complicate suddenly.)
Anyway what i wanted to tell is...
Even if all the doors are closed,
the GOD would surely left a window opened for you `
Heard people keep on complain,
about the sucky of TPM parking system.
But i just experienced it today,
and think it wasn't that bad after all.
Much more parking available for me,
as well a free shuttle to take me in and out.
Can you imagine it seriously stop halfway on the road,
just to invite me in for the ride`?
i used to drive throught the area so many times,
but until today only i could slow down,
and enjoy the view that i missed.
i guess i just love this kind of walk,
especially if there are someone with you.
If you asked me,
there are no absolute right or wrong, good or bad,
it is all depends by our thinking.
We do not have a choice for the parking system,
but we do have a choice of hate it or like it :)
the story told at... 4:31 PM
メ Thursday, January 7, 2010
...First Post of Year 2010 `
So many had happened lately,
i do not know where should i start,
or where should i stop writing...
i know it is been a long time since my last update,
though it is not like i already abandoned my blog.
You know, it will never be,
i just can not survive without it anyway.
i think i shall try to make it short from here on,- to shorten your boredom of reading,
- to shorten my time of writing, (obviously this is not my PC ._.)
- and to hide the fact i had forgotten most the story. LOL `
On 26 December 2009,
i lost a phone wire, a spliter, a LAN port,
a BELKIN 3In1 Router and a TV !!
i seriously felt like a doom to myself,
as i have my Web assignment to do,
but now i lost my internet..`?
It must be a lie if i told you i do not worry a damn about it,
you know, i really scared when i lost the sight of road ahead.
But i managed to get throught it,
with hell-lots of inner suffer, of course.
(Don't think i can seriously play and pretend nothing ever happened..)
Anyway thanks to JunHoe and chelle,
i able to get most the works done in their house.
And this is so not my style but i am going to say,
sorry for you if there is any inconvenient caused :3
Did i ever told you about this?
...real friend never sorry, as we know when they do `
People might have wondering about what i wrote on my Facebook,
regarding about the "Without You, Day X"...
The You is actually referring to the INTERNET,
as i said my modem was spoiled..! *sigh*
But i am amazed that chelle would be the first,
to show concern about me. Haha!
And thanks for everyone who commented on it too,
at least i know i yet lost the world. Lol `
Anyway i appreciated it seriously,
it is just what i need when i was down :)
Well`.. this entry is more or less about my thought,
for this recent weeks or so...
i will schedule another entry for tomorrow or the later day,
to story about these 14 days of "Without You".
Be sure to come back for it!
i guess i already miss the opportunity to wish my readers,
Happy New Year or Happy 2010, whatever.
So i won't bother wishing it now as,
...you probably know when i did ` :D
the story told at... 9:20 AM
