メ Tuesday, August 31, 2010
...Happy Independence Day for Malaysia, the 53th year `
Before i start bragging about anything,
let us shout it together...
...Happy Independence Day for Malaysia, for the 53th year! `
...sorry for being colorless, but i am not good with color `
i know you are so going to ask me,
"Where have you been for the Merdeka's Eve?"
Actually no where, just The Opera with chelle and her dad.
Before that i didn't plan on going out anyway,
like i feel so lazy to step outside and going so far.
But on request of wifey,
i think i will just never win a single fight against her.
(That doesn't mean i don't like to hang out with her, though.)
If you would already know,
The Opera is somewhere, a clubbing place.
And, we didn't go there for club.
like how possible can you do clubbing when the parent is there? -.-
But thanks to her dad i got my drinks for free again.
Anyway i didn't drink much for tonight,
as you know i don't drink if i drive.
Perhaps i have some exception for today,
but still i don't drive before i can see a straight line,
that is rule number 2 that shall never be bend.
So...maybe just a snip of it will do for the night :)
Then after her dad was going home,
we went somewhere else for...some refreshment, i would say.
But that part of story maybe i am not going to mention.
Anyway i still have to say thanks to Sharon here, for she would know :D
Say, i am not going to comment much on relationship matters.
Like no one can actually change your mind except yourself anyway.
Regardless what others said you are still on it, right?
(Man...i really should not brought this up like i am talking myself again.)
Oh well...
whatever it sounds like, or however i seem to be,
...you should know, i respect LOVE more than anyone do `
And that's it for this topic, for now.
...i will just follow it `
Again, i think i do look villain for stranger somehow.
Like i got stopped again by the Police Block last night -.-
But it is cool i didn't get caught for speeding this time,
just some regular check and i am off.
Though, that left me a question,
..."do i really look EVIL to you?" `
the story told at... 5:31 AM
メ Friday, August 27, 2010
...why not we die a little? `
It is 27th August today,
and it is going to be 31st August in 4 days time.
Hey! It is Malaysia's National Day, you know?! - Merdeka! -
Okayz. now please stop acting,
i know i am not really in that mood :x
To be honest, i really don't feel anything like merdeka is near.
No airplanes, no helicopters on the sky...
No flags, no advertisements on the street...
...can someone seriously tell me i am having Merdeka soon? `
(Whatever.
i think we will find out in 4 days time later...)
Say, i tend to like putting my hand into the dog's mouth lately,
do not ask me why as myself don't know why either.
But i think it's gonna be okay,
since my dog not going to bite me...i hope.
Just bear with it that i tend to be crazy once in a while.
But like we only live once, you know?
So what's stopping you from trying something new?
What stop you from experience something un-experienced? -smiled-
And one thing for sure,
i am looking forward for the Drinker's Nightz!
It is not like i love to be drunked, though.
Or maybe i am but...whatever.
i think i am seriously bored here,
so i just need some entertainment like so badly :x
...what's the point of being alive, if you do not die a little? ` :)
...the spinning fifty cents `
Anyway one long post is more than enough, so i will just stop here today.
And my readers do need some break from reading, don't you?
ps. ...i just have no intention to deal with him `
要放手就趁早
不然痛久了会麻木
忘记当初为何说放手
the story told at... 8:43 PM
メ Tuesday, August 24, 2010
...thought too much again. damn `
Do you know? Would you know? Will you know?
i found a long hair in my car. (LOL ~)
Okayz. i believe that is awesomely random -.-
Say, i read the sentence for some time ago,
and the same thing appeared again today.
i still find it to be meaningful,
but again, the same question i had that time still remains.
...some little daisies do `
Some people once said that,
...there is nothing you can't let go `
Even if that is LOVE we are talking about,
you will let go eventually...when it starts to hurt.
Just like you are holding a cup,
and you fill it with hot water.
Til the cup is full, the water's flowing out..
It is going to burn your hand,
you will let go so instinctly,
when you start feel the pain, getting hurts.
The theory is so simple enough,
like everyone can understand.
But...you know what?
For everytime i read that,
i feel like asking the person who wrote it,
...how possible can you let go, if the cup would be so precious for you? `
Let's say if the cup worth something like $77,777 bucks each,
are you going to let go and just let it falls and break?
Oh wait. that sounds so materialist which is so wrong.
Okayz. how about this...
Say, if the cup is so meaningful for you,
perhaps it means some memories that can't be replaced.
Will you just let go and watch it breaks into pieces?
Just because it makes you hurt a little?
...can you just cut it off? `
Whatsoever. the answer could be so subject-able,
depends on how one self look into it.
...like for me, myself. i just can never found an answer for that `
Sorry if my said broke your fantasy again.
i do hope for some times,
i can think simple like everyone does,
see things the way like everyone would see.
(please believe me, i really do.)
But again as always, on second thought...
If i would be so much just like what others do,
then i would not be me anymore.
And i just can't accept the fact, chou` no more.
SEE?! i am being sarcastic here again. (damn it!)
i feel that i always get myself in between of thoughts,
i really hate it but i just can't help it.
Maybe if that is one i can blame about,
it will be myself, for always thinking too much.
...do remember to smile, though `
Whatsoever again. there is always good and bad about things.
And i am tired and lazy to continue here already,
let's just finished my OldTown Toast and went home :)
ps. ...accidently wrote a VERY LONG post again ` ._.
the story told at... 9:39 PM
メ Monday, August 23, 2010
...the long waited dinner. Thanks! ` :)
Okayz. let's see what we got here.
...the girl who played SA `
After the movie with MunChun and some others yesterday,
i'd my dinner with chelle at StarVillage.
Say, if you are going to escape from home,
what would you bring? Maybe money? Shirts? Food?
But you know what, it is gonna be lappy for us.
(LOL! How lifeless we are -.-)
Though, lately i have been taking my Pinkie everywhere,
like i can't live without her...opps!
And there is 2 Pinkies yesterday xD
...i like the previous one more. but anyway i think she just lose ` :x
Whatsoever. i think that is enough for last night,
so how about tonight?
To be frank, for a moment there i was still thinking,
if i am doing the right thing or what.
Like you know, i never liked social activities :x
i was scared if thing would turns out to be so awkward,
or it could be so boring or topicless, whatever.
But it wasn't that bad afterall.
In fact, i am glad i have HER joined me for dinner tonight.
Like even though we never ever chatted for real,
but i feel tonight is a good night. -glad-
...and i believe this is not the only night for us `
Anyway sorry for the readers if you are wondering who she is,
i think i'd mentioned about her before in some entries, quite long ago...
And i know i am such a photo-lover here,
but sorry again i didn't took any photos today.
So, why don't you keep on wondering...
until you don't want to wonder anymore? (LOL ~)
Oh well. perhaps this shall be the end for today,
since i got nothing more to write about.
ps. ...but i just never used to have dinner with guy `
the story told at... 11:47 PM
メ Saturday, August 21, 2010
...whenever you want to say, i will listen `
You know, i am not really in the mood of writing.
But something got me and i feel like sharing,
so here i am, writing for some nonsense and so...
Say, i am actually an IT student, you know?
If i am going to do something,
i should make it more IT-ish, right?
The original idea is from the internet.
But i wasn't so bad as just copying other's work,
especially when myself can do it.
...because of 'u' MyWorld is LOVED `
That was like so long since i last used a VB language,
but i am glad i still managed to remember it.
Perhaps for those who never learned that before,
you won't be able to understand it.
But i am not going to give a damn if you can read or not.
It is not like i am trying to say something with it seriously.
Or maybe i am but you will never know.
...whatever it is, just let it be for now, kayz? `
Damn it! A lot of thoughts are stucked in my head,
but i just could not get a single word comes out of it.
And there i said i am not in the mood of writing,
but maybe it is just that i don't know how could i write it.
(i really hope i could ly on a grassy-land,
beneath the starry night... listening to the mother-earth.)
Whatsoever.
Since just now i have been writing and deleting here,
like i can never find a sentence for what i wanted to say.
You might not believe it but i just spent whole hour,
trying to get these 2 sentences written.
i guess i should really call it an end here for today...
...and that day i miss U `
ps. ...but i am glad that i make you smiled ` -smiled-
the story told at... 1:52 AM
メ Tuesday, August 17, 2010
...cheer you up? that's not my style `
...how was your first love feel like? `
Okayz. i know i am kinda slow here,
like yesterday only i finished the [ First Love Ice Kacang ],
which actually quite a long ago movie.
...but it is better to be late than never, don't you think? `
It is seriously a nice movie i would say,
but i guess only Malaysian can actually understand, though.
Say, this kind of movie i'd never interested,
as for some so many years back there.
But now i am enjoying it,
how is it possible, huh?
Perhaps, i had changed...
Just finished my dinner in Sg. Long, OldTown,
so i think i might just blog here until the night fall.
Was out searching for dinner these few days,
but maybe you will just get bored for seeing the same face everyday.
Thus, i am having it here today with me, myself.
i know you are going to say like,
"This fella just love to OldTown everyday."
But you know what,
it is not like i love it so much,
but just i am so lazy to make a choice out of so many choices.
i am just having so much difficulty,
trying to make my choice for what or where to eat.
But when in the OldTown,
i know what i want on the moment i sit.
So why make myself go into trouble for thinking what to eat? =X
(By the way, i think that is a sickness,
for that i am always having a hard time
when it comes to multiple choices.)
...what do you see from me? `
Say, i have been practising my Basketball Toss in arcade.
i am so much done with the Daytona,
so might as well just moved to something else now.
And i am glad that i am improving from week to week...
1st Week: 79 points
2nd Week: 118 points
3rd Week: 139 points
Not bad, huh?
But compare with the real-pros i still have a long way to go.
And my hand always can't keep up on the late 2nd stage.
Seriously i need more exercises,
but that is like so hard when you have no partner for it.
Oh well. i believe this is quite a long post already,
why don't we call it an end here?
ps. ...for next one i shall write it at some outdoor cafe ` :)
i know you may not show it but you seem down inside,
but i am just never good in cheering people,
nor it is my style either...
whatever. i bet you know what i am trying to say here.
-like really whatever-
...and best luck for the next try, i have faith on you `
the story told at... 9:55 PM
メ Saturday, August 14, 2010
...the Huanted-July `
The so-called Huanted July,
quite wonder if it is a Chinese Tradition or Buddhist?
Please do not doubt me on this,
but i do believe there are spirit creatures in our world,
like i think i would have witness or proves for their existings.
Though, it is not like i am afraid of them.
"As long neither of us try to disturb each other,
we can actually living together in peace."
That is my belief.
Opps. but i do not particularly belong to any religion,
like since... i found my own thought?
But somehow i find it so laughable,
especially during this month of July,
when i see people are getting scared of it.
Okayz. perhaps i am just always the odd one ._.
Like when i start seeing people getting worried,
i will feel calm all of a sudden.
And even worse when i saw people getting angry,
i will feel like laughing -_-
...say, do you afraid of being alone? `
Whatsoever. i just don't get it why people scare of it,
like just because you are told to be scared?
But as i am making it an entry now,
it is much like i am more concerning about it, not?
But you know what, what's getting me interested is that,
maybe i just wanted to see them in real?
(okayy. i just don't get myself sometime)
ps. ...found something interesting, as if you will google [朱元璋的鬼计] `
...the dream i dreamt last night, a nightmare...
...and it means something, like it means...
...but i could not remember anything about it now `
the story told at... 8:11 PM
メ Friday, August 13, 2010
...how i like the black friday `
The rain is falling on a day like this.
It is the creepy Black Friday again, Friday the 13th.
People says it is a misery,
but i just seem to like it somehow.
And i already explained the story of it before,
so i am not going to repeat the same thing for second time.
...the picture says it all `
Driving on the highway just now,
and the sky looks so blue... so sad.
It is not like the light is gone,
but the road seems darker today,
like some shadow is covering it.
Perhaps it is just me being so sensitive,
or it is just me being so emotional.
Looking at the rainy sky just now,
i feel there are sadness, sorrow... floating in the air.
But i like the moment when i feel,
like how i wish to keep it in a picture.
Can it be just a coincident or what,
but it always seems to be rainy during this day.
Though, please don't get me wrong,
i seriously like them both.
The rainy day and Black Friday, i mean.
And i believe that is the only reason,
that makes me actually excited for my birthday.
ps. ...i am just a little too not over you ` -laugh in vain-
the story told at... 9:08 PM
メ Wednesday, August 11, 2010
...that is how we connect through a LAN `
...and who said i can't draw? `
Hey. why don't you just ignore the OldTown mark,
like i do know i went there quite often.
But apparently this picture is not taken on today,
as my dinner was in Puchong,
which where quite a second home to me.
(The restaurant is something called Kimbal or Kimrbal, whatsoever...)
Say, the electricity of where i staying now is out service on noon,
so i went there slack for the whole day.
Bet the CheapJing should have thanks me for i saved his day. Lol~
Then obviously my dinner would be with him and my laopo.
Oh. and how long i didn't call that.
But she is going out pak-tor at later night,
and...and... SHE DIDN'T BRING ME! How sad... -crack!-
Oh well. but i got some other date as well,
like i am going to forgive you this time then xD
You probably would have noticed,
my drawings are always on the tissue instead of paper.
You are so gonna bear with it,
as i just simply tend to like drawing so.
Perhaps it is like i can always give an excuse,
when i fail of drawing something?
Okayz. that is so not true,
but i just can't explain why.
Anyway besides the words,
insane, mad, crazy, abnormal, misc...
i think i found a better word for myself.
...it is EXTRAORDINARY ` :D
,noɥɔ : Have you found the solution for your matter?
chou` : No. But i am moving on.
the story told at... 12:08 AM
メ Saturday, August 7, 2010
...story of the ring `
...the story behind the ring `
How do you know, there is a story behind the ring...
It was said that centuries ago, happened in Italy.
This ring belonged to a girl, from some royal family.
(And i assume she would be a lovely one.) -smile-
She fell for a boy, who worked as a gardener for her during that time.
And she gifted the ring to him, hope that he will understand.
Of course the boy would understand her,
but he feel there is such a gap between them,
and the ring might just get into his way when he works.
Who know maybe that is just an excuse for him,
but he never tried to put the ring on.
Until one day, the girl had gone,
he then realised how stupid he was.
Looking at the ring again,
he wondered if this will be too late for him,
but he decided to wear it.
At first the ring seriously make him feel so uncomfortable,
and he tried to remove it for so many times.
But regardless how many times he removed it,
he tends to wear it back again.
...until one day, he never wants to take it down anymore `
You know, things might seem hard for him,
make him so afraid of even trying.
But there is something once he pick it up,
he forgot how to put it down.
Eventually he started to get used to it,
and he never wants to let it go anymore.
Day after day, after day, after day...
that is like almost a year had gone.
He still wearing the ring,
like it becomes a part of him already.
Until that day, he... ... ...
...... ...... ...... ......
...... ...... ...... ......
...... ...... ...... ......
...... ...... ...... ......
...and that is how the ring being passed down `
...there is something written on it `
The ending of the story,
sorry but i could not tell you now.
How i wonder if the ring might be cursed,
but i am not intend to find it out now.
ps. ...maybe it is just up to us to decide `
the story told at... 12:25 PM
メ Thursday, August 5, 2010
...here goes the last paper for my year-2, first sem `
...is this real? `
Guess what, i think i just get serious over my study.
Like how often would you see chou` take out his paper and pen?
In my memory. almost never.
And he even using a plain paper this time.
Say, if you ever study with chou` before,
you should know how he only use the draft paper,
and like how drafted the draft paper can be...
Like the last time i see him,
taking out his notes, his pen, his paper,
something so terrified happened.
He happened to be the top scorer for his Economy paper,
even though the competitors are only his classmates.
He get like the CGPA of 3 out of 4 for his STPM,
with consider the 4 subjects he took are so freaking... something.
All these like just happened yesterday,
and i am still enjoying it.
...like one of the few greatest achievements in life `
...here goes the paper, pen and notes `
Though maybe i never look like someone who study,
but when i do get myself into the mood,
i really don't like disturbance.
Unless it is being said beforehand.
Whatsoever. what's done is done.
But maybe i should be glad about it,
like i finally feel dislike about it... - laugh in mystery -
Perhaps i should get back to my station now.
BCG Matrix, Ansoff Matrix, Value Chain, Generic Business Level Strategy...
i never get confused about it now,
but hopefully i don't on tomorrow either.
ps. ...i feel glad for someone who remember what i said ` -happy-
the story told at... 12:03 AM
メ Wednesday, August 4, 2010
...birthday greeting for the augustz `
i think i slapped myself a little too much lately.
i told myself for each time i think of something i should not,
i will give myself a cool slap on the face.
The much i think, the much detail i go,
the harder i am going to slap.
So ended up i feel quite numb now for my face.
...but no choice when that is the only way that works for me `
i forgot if i mentioned it before,
but i can't let myself getting too excited,
or worrying or minding over certain matter.
'cause for everytime i do,
i will have gastric problem so seriously,
like one time i ever had my blood vomited. - terrible -
That is not pain but suffering,
nothing like physical wounds can compare.
Thus, i have to stay alert for that,
like giving myself slap when i think of something.
But that doesn't mean i do not mind,
but just that...
...whatever. i don't know how to explain `
...and i can't even draw now `
Anyway finished my BFP paper today,
and there is only MAP paper left on Thursday.
For the 16 weeks of study is now all determine by this 2 hours,
like i should be revising very hard, not?
i do not know...
i feel myself so BLANK lately,
have no idea what i am trying to do or suppose to do.
Only on THAT time i feel myself most alive,
but somewhere deep down in there i know,
i should not be depending on THAT... now.
...damn. why can't i just make up my mind now?! `
Jeez. whatever that is,
i gotta find a better way to live now.
Or maybe a better reason to live now...
ps. ...happy birthday ` ♥
...once thought that i'd fix in the last piece of puzzle
...but all that was just my illusion
the story told at... 12:20 AM
