メ Tuesday, September 29, 2009
...i am acting so random lately `
This is gonna be a quite random entry,
as it is a mix up of some random minor events,
which i come across recently :)
Since it is the events happened recently,
then why don't i update on that particular day?
The reason is well simple,
that is i don't like to make a double posting on one day.
(Don't you feel weird when you update your blog 2 times a day`?)
So as for some reasons...
i choose to do my update on today :D
i found this from drain outside my house,
can you imagine such a pretty flower actually grow in the drain`?
And if i am not wrong,
it is what we call, Dandelion (蒲公英).
i just can not have myself ignore,
when i found or saw some pretty pictures.
So i actually went down there,
just to take one or two pictures of it.
i am not regret of doing so 'cause just after some times...
The flower was destroyed by the heavy rain...
But i already had its pretties moment kept :)
...treasure what we have before it is too late `
Just learned some Logic Gate yesterday,
it is one of the Physics topic if i am not wrong.
First i found it quite confusing,
but after one hour of learning,
i feel it is somehow interesting and fun xD
i start to question my high school,
did they actually enroll me in the suitable stream or class`?
But i am not gonna to blame anyone here.
If they don't let me to learn before,
then i will just learn it now :D
...there is never too late for learning `
Just do not know why,
i am acting so random lately.
Think back about yesterday during lecture,
i suddenly told KaFai,
i feel like having some ChipsMore now. Lolz!
Anyway do you want some`..? :)
the story told at... 2:42 PM
メ Monday, September 28, 2009
...what if i say `
01101001 01100110
01101001
01110011 01100001 01111001
01101001
01001100 01001111 01010110 01000101
01111001 01101111 01110101
63 68 65 6C 6C 65
00101110 00101110 00101110
01110111 01101001 01101100 01101100
01111001 01101111 01110101
01101100 01101111 01110110 01100101
01101101 01100101
00111111 00100000 01100000
Lolz! i guess i will soon have myself killed,
if i keep my blog fills with all these numbering.
Though it is fun to play it once in a while,
especially when you like to say something,
and not let others to know :)
(if you don't want others to know then don't write it lar!)
i know some may found it irritating,
but who cares when this is my blog not yours.
You can always just skip the part,
that you do not understand anyway :D
ps. ...please don't spoil the fun even if you managed to find the answer `
the story told at... 12:28 AM
メ Sunday, September 27, 2009
...who is your true self? `
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.
Reading on my friend's Blog just now,
and found this quiz quite interesting.
Or maybe it is not but it somehow attracted me to take it.
(assume that i am just bore here.. :x)
If you too feel like knowing yourself more,
or like to let others to know yourself more.
Feel free to click on the link below,
as it will direct you to this quiz i took :D
Don't worry it is safe,
as if you willing to trust me `
`~ http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
ps. ...let's blog more later on `
the story told at... 4:43 PM
メ Saturday, September 26, 2009
...i am here for the answer `
i found something interesting recently,
and i sense something is going to happen.
But what is it all about?
i will keep it as secret before it is revealed itself.
Life is always full of mysterious,
and that is why i enjoy my life so much :)
The older i grow, the more i found.
i not sure if anyone have this thinking before,
but i always have a feeling like i am here for a reason.
(Nah` it is not some heroic mission i am trying to say.)
i always think that i am here,
because i have some answers to find...
And this feeling just grow stronger,
espcially when i am alone by myself.
Sometime i just told myself maybe i am thinking too much,
but then am i really just think too much...?
Though if you ask me to stop thinking,
it is better you ask me to give up my life. Lolz!
Some people found thinking is so troublesome,
but i found it interesting somehow...
When people think that 1 + 1 only equals to 2,
i actually found that 1 + 1 can equals to 10 too.
Maybe you will think that i am crazy or i am so damn free,
but it is seriously have a way to get you that answer.
And i can tell you the method if you asked.
Though through this lesson i found out that,
...the answer we use to know does not mean the only answer `
ps. ...they like to say i make them confused `
the story told at... 12:57 AM
メ Friday, September 25, 2009
...please get a life while you still can `
Actually i hate of leaving my hatred,
in any corner of my blog.
But i just don't feel like keep it to myself,
so i will just briefly update this entry with it.
(Obviously i am just lazy to explain long ._.)
Anyway it is not that i hate all the dotA-er,
it is just the lifeless dotA-er i hate,
especially the Malaysia dotA-er i guess.
Oh` and i don't simply call them lifeless just 'cause i like it.
If you can spend all time playing dotA,
asking for the map to update.
Why don't you just keep your game updated too`..?
Maybe it is the Malaysian's attitude,
who is always lazy and only move when they are being forced to.
Well` i admit that i am kind of like that too,
though i got a life myself... :x
Whatever it is... i am lazy to keep this going.
If you think you are one of the lifeless one,
and yet you clicked on the Red button at the corner...
i just like to advise you,
...please get a life while you still can `
the story told at... 2:05 PM
メ Tuesday, September 22, 2009
...i will always remember until i forget `
It is rather sad to know,
but we can not change anything that happened.
How long has it been for me?
10 years? 15 years...?
i not sure for that.
He is part of my childhood i would said,
and he is still gonna be part of my life even for now.
Maybe he is gone,
but the spirit will always remains.
Long had he lived, (even though he is always 5 years old...)
perhaps he just need some rest for now.
Who know maybe he will come alive again,
just like how Doreamon did.
But that is always from another person's hand..
Anyway i know this 5 years old kid never die so easily,
but i shall give my prayer to Yoshito Usui.
Your works, your humour, your Shin Chan...
will not just faded away...
Just like Shin Chan once said,
i will always remember until i forget :)
ps. ...for you, i won't leave a sad mark here :D
(...you won't like to see people crying, don't you? `)
/* Addition /
Crayon Shin-Chan #49 was out on August,
and should be available in Malaysia by now.
As for episode 50, it had already drafted,
and will be published on November in Japan,
which means should be on December for Malaysia.
the story told at... 4:50 PM
メ Monday, September 21, 2009
...back from the sick `
Obviously i am safe from the fever now,
but the flu and cough just don't feel like leaving me yet.
i wonder it is just me or what,
used to hear that 100 Plus would help relieve the heat,
but it seriously not working for me.
In fact, it just get thing worse.
If you feel like trying something,
i would recommend Coke mix with salt.
i do not know why but it somehow just helped,
or perhaps it is just for me as i am always.. not the normal one.
(i even had Carlsberg for curing the sore throat before. Lolz)
...can't live without one `
And this one below,
it just works quite nice for flu.
...it gives your noses some air `
i know i know i somehow look like so ages for taking this but...
Hey! You won't know how great the old stuff can be,
if you never try one yourself.
They both had served me well during these painful days,
so i think they deserve a place in my blog :D
ps. ...do you know ginger can cure flu or maybe lighten it? `
the story told at... 1:23 PM
メ Saturday, September 19, 2009
...i am not sick! `
Nothing much to talk about actually,
it is just that i feel like i shall officially announce that,
...Ya. i am sick `
i am not surprise for that,
regarding to the activities i done lately.
But hey! The headache, flu and cough are killing me now ._.
And what even worse..?
i seriously need my breakfast...
It is now or never DX
Ahhhhh... i keep on telling myself now.
i am not sick!
Ya ya ya. i am fine!
(just only if you give me some food now... ~.~)
ps. ...maybe i just need some apples `
the story told at... 12:50 PM
メ Wednesday, September 16, 2009
...'cause i got the music in me `
It is a rather boring class i have to attend today.
Time on 4pm to 5.30pm it said,
but in fact it does not actually last more than 1 hour.
Kind of like so waste of time for attend that.
Anyway have my hair cut before i went for the class.
i actually feel i had shorten my hair,
though for others maybe it just still the same,
as like i never have my hair cut since Form 4 ._.
Anyway i did feel it is better for style now ` :)
Went to The Mines at night for some walk,
suddenly feels like doing so and don't know why.
Perhaps i don't want to stay home so much to be lifeless..?
By the way here is some random pictures i took today.
Though been call out often by MunChun them to yum-cha,
and always i did feel like going...
Just only if the time can be somewhen earlier :x
i just don't like to stay out late in the midnight,
even though i know i somehow look like one...
i don't mind doesn't mean i don't care,
i am unusual but i am not crazy (:
ps. ...'cause i got the music in me `
the story told at... 11:44 PM
メ Sunday, September 13, 2009
...Need Not We Explain To One Who Will Never Understand `
Woke up damn early today,
so miss the rainy morning and my bed >_<
...the Open University `
As requested by my sis yesterday,
have to accompany her went down to Open University today.
But the trip wasn't that bad afterall,
atleast i get to know how go to our Museum Negara now :D
Oh! And not to forget,
some photos are taken today :)
...somehow i miss the focus-point ` ._.
...feels like something is missing `
Lolz` the photos are quite random,
but that is just how i like it! xD
People just like to look at me,
especially when i am doing something different or photo-taking.
But it is just fun when you learned to ignore,
need not we explain to one who will never understand :)
Anyway lastly that is breakfast at South City, Old Town.
Well` the quality of food is still remains :D
...waiting for one that will never come `
The new semester will start tomorrow,
hope it will be a good sem for all of us!
the story told at... 4:12 PM
メ Saturday, September 12, 2009
...Going To End My First Sem Break `
i ended my exam today on 11.30am,
which is like 1 hour earlier than the actual time.
The question is easier than i expecting,
and it is seriously kind of childish i feel =.=
Later on i had my cloth changed before i went for lunch,
it is just weird if i am wearing formal and eat with other, right?
But who i am lunch with..?
Well` my first call goes to aidi,
but she is busy helping her mom and so...
Hey! i actually think of chelle first,
but it just reminds me of her Cambridge,
and.. and... her bro's so-call-quarantine ._.
Then i next tried MunChun but he somehow still sleeping zzz...
So i ended up having my lunch with CheeHoe,
at a Curry Mee house stall in Sri Petaling.
The curry is just nice by the way! xD
Around 2pm and so so..
i went to MunChun's house to wake him up and pick up ChengLoong too.
(i not sure when he is going to wake if i don't do so...)
Once i got the mission completed,
we went Carrefour for the e-Box.
i know the hi-fi or mic there are not as good as Neway, RedBox,
but atleast it is the cheapest afterall :x
Later on we had our dinner til 10pm,
as it's the appointed time i have to fetch my mom them.
i think i might have to fetch them more often,
once i started my new sem which is like the coming monday.
(Opps! This is just random.)
Anyway to have my sem break ended in such adventure,
it is not that bad though :D
ps. ...Hey! Since when we got Roller-Blade at Carrefour?! `
the story told at... 11:57 PM
メ Friday, September 11, 2009
...It Is For Those Who Believe In It `
Been kind of moody these days,
does not feel like talking at all.
Why? i do not know either...
Maybe it is the emotional disorder`...?
Anyway i am not that emo for now,
in fact i am feeling kind of relieve :)
It is been so long i didn't talk with her.
i never thought we will start our conversation again,
again in a situation like this.
How many years had it been already?
To think back now i feel myself is so silly.
Trying to seek for a person whenever i went to the area,
thought the fate will leads us to meet each other.
But when i am about to give up my hope,
i met her friend during my National Service.
Yet that had lead me to her...
Though it make me think that,
it is possible if the will is still there.
So until few days ago she added me in Facebook,
and that results a new contact number added in my phone :)
Thought the fate is just some lunatic fantasy,
but it is actually for those who believe in it`...
the story told at... 10:17 PM
メ Thursday, September 10, 2009
...i always tell myself, "No Excuse!" `
Do you ever think of, dream of something like...
...you know yourself is going to die on next few hours?
Kay kayz! Need not remind me,
i know i'd wrote something similar to this before...
i just don't know why i always have this kind of dream,
but what does this actually mean for..?
Perhaps it shown that i am afraid of dead?
Or.. whatsoever`...
Guess only a psycologist can give me an answer for that.
But whatever it means for,
it does teach me one thing.
...We always have choices to take `
...But don't take one that will make you regret `
i know this is kind of lame but trust me,
we will never know what is going to happen next.
Could be that i win a lottery on next minute,
then i am dead on the next second.
Life no take 2`
If you want an answer for something, ask for it!
If you think there is something you should do, just do it!
If you like a person, then say it!
Don't try to find any excuses for it,
we already live long enough giving excuses to ourselves.
(Sounds like i am so old suddenly... ._.)
But try to imagine...
if you know yourself are going to die soon,
what will you most like to do at this moment...?
Be honest to yourself`...
ps. ...i always tell myself, "No Excuse!" `
the story told at... 7:32 PM
メ Tuesday, September 8, 2009
...Should I Make It A .GIF File? `
Always think of changing the wallpaper for my phone,
but finding a pretty picture just not easy for me.
Though people may only using 1 minute for the job,
but it may take me years to get it done...
Perhaps i just have some quite high requisition to myself`..?
Whatsoever` since i can not found any from internet,
then i will just make one myself!
And yesterday there was an idea come cross my mind,
i know it always happened when emo get into me.
So i roughly draft out the design,
then start work on it with my photoshop.
The drawing and edit part is pretty tough,
as for someone who only learn photoshop by himself.
But i enjoy the process as well the result too!
Now i wonder if i should make it a .gif file...
Should i`...?
只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天...
睡著的大提琴 安静的旧旧的...
the story told at... 9:28 PM
メ Monday, September 7, 2009
...One Rediculously Boring Dinner `
Let's not say anything first,
we will have a look on picture below`...
Well` there is where i'd been on yesterday.
It is the dinner i mentioned on my schedule list,
a one rediculously boring dinner.
Without a doubt the meaning behind this dinner is great.
But that is just so much for the meaning...
Can you imagine while you're giving speech on stage,
and people shout, "YAAAAMMMMMMMMM-SING!" at the bottom`?
(that is one of the reason i hate Serdang people...)
i wonder if there is anyone actually listen beside me...
But don't get me wrong,
it is just that i am on a table filled with kids!
No one i can actually talk with for the whole 3 hours`...
Nah` i don't want to talk much about those "sien-ness" already.
It is only a briefly update for yesterday,
so i will just end here i guess.
Time to do some photoshop-ing :D
ps. ...it is only RM200 i get from the dinner `
the story told at... 10:56 PM
メ Saturday, September 5, 2009
...Go Back To Where First Started `
Have been open up her BLOG for quite some time,
just so the song can be played,
and be listened by me`...
...Thanks for the song`
It is been a very long break already,
a long LONG sem break i am having now.
Starting to feel bore for it.
Everyday wake up just the same activities waiting for me,
it is such a lifeless way of living.
There is only one feeling it giving me, ...lost `
Feel like going back the place i used to be,
find back whatever i had lost,
look for what i am suppose to look for.
Maybe i can find some answers there`...
...i just need some answers `
ps. ...if you are lost, just go back where you first started `
the story told at... 1:12 AM
メ Thursday, September 3, 2009
...Jay's Music `
Should i blog with chinese for this entry?
Should i? Shall i`..?
Ahh... No! i am not gonna do it.
i don't wish my blog to fill with any chinese entry again...
If you are a follower of my blog,
for quite some time maybe?
you should know what is the reason,
i'll only blog with chinese...
i do not feel like explaining now,
so if you really interest to know why,
you can try look for some of my OLDER entries.
That is the only way, i guess`
Randomly open up some blogs again just now,
and suddenly i am stunned by a song.
A song i used to hear it almost everyday before.
(But the truth is i am being forced to listen...)
i used to be like those people out there,
can't understand a thing about Jay's Music,
can't understand why so much of people idolised him.
But after i have been listening to his songs daily,
due to my sis only have his songs play in car...
i am like eventually addict to it.
But without a doubt his song is really AWESOME,
only if you could feel the music`...
i would say it can somehow calm our soul.
Though don't get me wrong,
he is not my idol and i am not his fan either.
i just like his music, that's all.
(And the Secret, movie as well.)
i think whatever i want to say for more,
is already written by her.
If you are free then click on HERE for more,
it will directs you to one of her blog entries.
Anyway before i ended up this entry,
i just want to tell you that,
it's not for Jay so i call myself, Chou` :)
ps.
i can't believe i still yet close her blog,
just so i can continue listen to the song... `
the story told at... 12:25 AM
メ Wednesday, September 2, 2009
...i really loved you `
i used to think that.. thought that.. feel that...
you are one that i can never forget.
This will never be like that,
we will never ended up like that.
But time, it is really one i can not understand.
It may aids us after we are hurt,
but too it maybe the reason that we bleed`..
And now it just done something to me again.
i don't know why all of a sudden,
i have this feeling come across my mind.
Not sure that if it is just another 7 minutes feeling or what.
But i know this is something i have to tell you,
maybe i should actually said it for long ago,
perhaps should be like one year ago..
But i just can't.. before today...
If you are here to read this blog,
i just want to say,
...i really loved you `
Wish i can seriously mean it this time.
Please let this feeling sleep from now`...
ps. ...Wake Me Up When September Ends `
the story told at... 1:11 AM
