"Hello world!"

If you have learned programming,
you know that's the most basic thing every lesson would teach you.

But that's not my point.

i am now here in the office,
but left idle by my boss for 2 weeks...

Not ready yet for handling the real project,
and a plus for lacking training materials.
You can imagine how bored i will be in the coming 14 days...
(playing finger...)

But i wasn't saying i don't like my company.
In fact, i love it.


...busy merging myself `
Just i think, i am sorta a workaholic.
Or i just don't feel like keeping myself like a freeloader here.

---

Now come back to 2 days ago,
i ran into some problem with the police.  -shocking-

But well... i not very sure if i can still refer them as 'police'.


When we are still just an innocent kid,
we were taught that police is the good guy,
protecting the citizens or whatsoever.

But after the incident that night,
i find it hard to trust the police anymore.
Say, i don't really have much faith on them before,
but now they just ruined it totally.

Know what, i was threaten by the so-called-police,
when i was withdrawing my money via ATM in the petrol station.
The way they act is totally gangster-like.

Do you see a police going everywhere,
help people removing the gas from their tires?

...you can see it here in Malaysia. `

(Please don't ask me to explain more,
 just imagine whatever a gangster will do, so they do.)


But i was fine in the end, just when my dad arrived.
And Nel's almost whole family came for the rescue.  -appreciated-
Also, thanks to Li Yin for calling to the 999.

Those ******* only start acting friendly,
as when they saw us outnumbered them.
Can you imagine how pathetic they are?


/*------Just For Your Information------*/
And if you have never call-ed 999 before,
i can tell you that the line is extremely not stable.
It is better if you got the direct phone number to the nearest station.
When it comes to emergency that's really helpful.
/*-------------------------------------*/


But seriously this is one really awful experience to have,
as the good guy is acting like the bad guy...
so the bad guy is who we should beware of...

Then who else we can still put our trust on...? `  -confused-


|| 老虎.老鼠.傻傻分不清楚! `

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...we keep all our promises.be us against the world `

i wonder how should i bring this up...
But i am actually extremely tired right now,
like i could just fall asleep while i am typing.  -drowsy-


i mean, my job is fine, the working is fine.
i can always easily get used to the new envinronment or any challenges,
like i am born for it.

But there is some feeling now that irritated me.
i hate people interfere with my personal interest,
and as especially as invading my personal space.

Perhaps, that's how you could explain that i am a scorpio,
but i still hate them.


i got my very different way of thinking,
and i know i have always keeping thing to myself.
But that's just who i am,
and i never ask anyone to know/agree with me. (So true...)

Fact is, there is something i am looking for,
but i started to lost myself as i am proceeding to it.
i fear that, i am losing my faith from all the external factors...


...i fear that, it is fading `

If one had never fall,
he will never learned how to walk.
Sometime, getting over protection might not be the very good thing.


There is thing which i care much greater than my life,
and money is never the essential part of me.

You could definitely say that i am just not knowing the real world yet.

But please allow me to ask,
      " If everyone would just lives the 'real world' as you said,
         then What's the fun for us to live here anymore? "

---

...every record sounds the same,
                you've got to step into my world `

Just ended my first day of work,
it is awfully boring as expected.
Spent my whole day so unproductively,
just reading the employee's handbook and some system manual...

How good it is if only we can skip the first day,
just like how we skipped the orientation week back in school?  (Awww~)

But nevertheless, i should awarded myself with the Gong-Cha's milk tea,
for surviving this whole day without entertain.  -bliss-


And i heard the new that the office is moving in the early June,
to somewhere near the PJ Hilton or wherever...
They have never told me about this on the interview,
now that i feel so cheated.

But on second thought,
that means the business is expanding,
and MORE people coming in.


(If you know what i mean...)

Which is a good sign,
so i think i will forgive them this time. `


Anyway i think that's all for the update.
Lazy to look for picture to attach.

...Peace out! ``

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  有些事，明知是错的，
          也要去坚持，因为不甘心

                有些人，明知是爱的，
                        也要去放弃，因为没结局

... ...有时候，明知没路了， 却还在前行，因为习惯了 `

It is been quite a few days i didn't actually talk to people,
i wonder what's happening on me.

It is like your mind going to explode,
or in a very mess situation or whatever.
But i just don't like this feeling...

i kinda know what's the cause of it,
but maybe i just don't want to admit it, somehow.  -sigh-


..."Can't a boy and girl to be just friend?" `
And someone asked me,
"Can a boy and girl to be just friend?"

...so what do you think? `
(...but myself have no "friend" in my dictionary...)

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Then i start looking for my job recently. (or like finally)

So far there are 2 companies asking me for interview.

One was done on 2 days earlier,
but i don't quite feel like working there after being there.
And another is scheduled on tomorrow,
which in Mid Valley.

i hope it would be a better company this time,
and not something covered up by website again.
But that's so hard when i am here looking for a Web Designer job...


Though, what actually making my day was,
i got a call from IRIS Corporation Berhad.
While i have never apply any job with them,
but they called me up and asked for my resume and CV.

For such a big company to show interest on me,
i should be proud of myself...or WAIT!

Maybe after they actually taking me in,
or perhaps asking me for interview first.  -smirk-


i guess that's so much for update for now.

Time to go. `

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...i mean, being any kind of happy is better than
                  being miserable about someone you can't have. `

`Cloudz メ Chou.
`13 November 1989.
`Single / Attached.

Studied In:
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`Business Computing, Degree L2.
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