メ Saturday, October 30, 2010
...where is all the fun i want had gone? `
The hair wasn't well in condition these few days,
it quite pulled my mood down along. -Lv.1 Depressed-
i am thinking of getting a hair cut. (maybe on Tuesday?)
It is not like i am going to keep my hair short,
but i just don't like it when it is blocking my sight.
Besides, if you want to keep it growing,
you have to fix the part that was not growing well anyway :)
Say, this semester suppose to be quite relax for me,
but somehow i start to feel that it is driving me busy.
Perhaps it is the Toturial i got for every single week?
Or it is the weekly progress checking for assignments?
And while i was still wondering what's the causes of it,
this is already the week 6 now.
i should better stop wondering and slacking,
time to get myself work on things i suppose to work on -spirit up!-
...not quite in the mood. but i will be fine `
By the way speaking of which,
it is the Halloween tomorrow!
You know, i just feel like getting a drink or something.
But like the Malacca trip was turned down,
Genting is not going to be any so soon yet.
...where is all the fun i want had gone? `
i am not a person who can work up for long.
Whenever my workload reach a certain limit,
i will seriously need a break,
or i will just be lying there doing nothing. (Like now...)
Oh please. if anyone is reading this bring me out.
Or give me a good reason to get out.
That could save a life...
ps. ...miss the day i could stay in OldTown all day long `
...if i had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy `
the story told at... 3:56 PM
メ Wednesday, October 27, 2010
...break time in APIIT `
Okayy. here i am "enjoying" my 4 hours break now,
and i wasn't so happy about it.
Originally i thought of spending this break time,
by blogging, assignment-ing and maybe vending items in MonsterForest.
It is quite a productive plan, isn't it?
But the reality is always cruel,
and now i was so dissapointed by the UCTI wifi.
Like i can't even get on my facebook probably,
just how am i suppose to do my research on laws?
...trying to find it but it is impossible `
If you ask me, i was so wondering if there is anyone here,
watching the PPS a.k.a most evil-ish programme in the world.
For those who'd suffer from it before,
you should know what that suppose to mean.
So be it, no matter how much i blame,
it is not going to help and i know it. -psst!-
Say, i have not been blogging much lately,
so i should not be filling in all my posts,
with the negative energy, wasn't it?
Let's talk about something fun or cool or happier whatsoever, kayz?
Like..like... ... ...okayz. i don't know what else i can talk about.
...sounds like i become such a "no-hope" suddenly ` ._.
Oops. and i bet this is totally random but from now day onward,
i need to slack more at PappaRich instead of OldTown.
This is really so hard for me and such a big sacrifice,
but since this is for the sake of my group assignment,
i think i just have to do it.
Though, the most important thing of all,
i hope my team will compensate me for this,
or for the least please pay for what i eat. -dreaming-
...sometime. random is an art `
Finally i believe this is seriously an AWESOME RANDOM post.
i hate it when i update my blog just because i want to see some updates.
It is like i am wasting your precious time,
to read this such a meaningless post.
(trust me that is really not my intention at the first place.)
Anyway what's done is done,
i hope you haven't close your browser yet. so...
Better make sure i come out with something good,
something worthwhile reading on my next entry. -wink!-
And til then! `
...before i come undone,
save me from the nothing i've become `
the story told at... 3:17 PM
メ Saturday, October 23, 2010
...the irritating facebook status spammer `
i know i have not been blogging much lately.
i used to blog it like once every 2 or 3 days,
but now as you can see...
The reason why is either i am so tired after my classes,
or i am just "a little" too addict to Monster Forest, maybe.
And, i do have some courseworks to complete. -busy life-
...some thought that never change `
Anyway i was feeling quite irritated by some facebook status recently.
For instance, a girl who keep brags about her boyfriend,
how the other girls keep talk to him, finding him..bla bla bla...
Jeez.. i really wonder how a guy can endure such a girlfriend,
but thanks god she got dumped now like i wasn't much surprise.
Just yet she'd stop bragging,
which really make me feel like deleting some friends.
(Oops. and i quite regret that i approved the friend request last time.)
Say, for some other case,
even if you're so lucky or unlucky got break-up,
you lost your love but why must you lose your pride as well?
Don't tell me you really think that,
begging on facebook would help recovering the relationship?
For me i feel that will only worsen the situation.
...no offence, but i think only a jerk will do so `
(begging on facebook = please don't ever come back?)
i really don't mind if you wrote it on your personal space,
like Blogspot, Xanga, Wordpress, LiveJournal, MySpace, whatsoever.
'Cause for that i have a choice of whether read it or not,
But when you do it on facebook, it just...DAMN !
Oh well. i need a longer hair for what i desire.
Will blog again, next time.
" ...single is simple, double is like peanut butter,
triple is trouble, quadruple is just terrible ` "
-via Keed Cheng
the story told at... 3:44 PM
メ Sunday, October 17, 2010
...what's on your mind? `
"What's on your mind? "
And facebook keep asking me this question over and over again.
Just only if i can tell her that,
...i have totally no idea `
...what's on your mind? `
i am on Ah Dai's request today,
i need to be going out at late night 11pm... something like that,
quite wonder what time will i be home tonight.
Also now i am quite wonder,
if i should skip the morning classes for tomorrow as well.
Believe me, it is really not my intention to skip.
Just thinking that even if i go for the classes,
consider that i am insufficient of sleep,
i don't think i can concentrate in class either.
Oh well. we will see when the time has come.
...how you know it is from Google? `
And again, i received the letter from Google some days ago.
Finally they come to the decision to employ me!
You know, i am so happy like i can tell myself... STOP DREAMING !
Okayy. It is just another letter from them,
to promote their Google Ads service.
i received one from them year ago,
and now they sent me again.
But this time they printed my name on it,
instead of some title, Market Advertisement Manager.
Anyway i don't think i will have any use of it by now,
why not you tell me if you are interest so i will share it with you?
It is not much for an update today.
But... just whatever. :)
...no matter how i try, i don't find a reason why...
believe me, it's no lie...
...i always have you on my mind `
the story told at... 7:17 PM
メ Tuesday, October 12, 2010
...but if i had you `
You know, i really don't know what should i be feeling now.
Happy? For the reason you-should-know...
Or sad? Like i just want to see her be happy...
(It is ironic, seriously.)
But as usual i won't give a damn about what others say or think,
i will just do whatever i want, whatever i feel is right.
...whatsoever. i think i know what i should do now `
...solitary, might be the best medicine `
Sorry for such a random post,
and i know some of you might not understand what i am talking about.
Anyway i promise i will give you a human-readable entry next time.
....but if i had you,
that would be the only thing i'd ever need `
the story told at... 5:48 PM
メ Monday, October 4, 2010
...i won't move in if it is not for real `
Say, if ever i wanted to move into a relationship,
that will never be easy for me, i guess.
Consider that i am such a lazy BUSY person,
you just can't expect me to reply your every single message, don't you?
Even though i used to do that,
but i think i am quite over with it now.
Besides, reporting myself for every now and then,
i suppose that is quite annoying or irritating for some time.
Although that could be kind of sweet in some sense,
and i don't really or actually mind of doing so.
But still i prefer to have some spaces for myself.
...like no one like to be watched all the time, right? `
...i'm not in it to win it, i'm in it for you `
Despite i am an IT student or whatever you called it,
but if i would have a choice i prefer to have some real-time outing,
rather than some digital meeting, like Facebook, MSN, Skype or so.
Perhaps it is good to follow the steps of Facebook's Founder,
who setup an agreement for his relationship.
Every week there must be at least one day with 100 minutes of date.
And of course that dating can not be on Facebook or MSN, etc.
Personally i think this idea is not quite the bad.
But just the term "agreement" make it sounds more like,
i am fulfilling my duty rather than something else that suppose to be.
Whatever it is, or so it makes you think of.
i bet none a single couple would wants to,
see their partner over the monitor screen.
When people now living so close with each other,
is it really that impossible to spare maybe 2 or 3 hour,
when you have 168 hours in a week?
i don't know what others think nor i intend to know,
but when it is for you i am talking about,
...i could care less about anything like you will never believe `
Though, maybe you did really never believed in it...
...you can move in, i won't ask where you've been,
'cause everybody has a past...
the story told at... 2:29 PM
