メ Sunday, August 31, 2008
A Message For You
What's over is over, get through it, that's what we shall do`! Don't let yourself trapped in the time, trapped by a person that choose to leave.
Opps.. guess that's rather easy to say than doing it, but this is what we called LIFE`! i'm not good on counselling though listener may be i could be one. A call that you're waiting, what is it you expecting from it`? Hanging by an empty hope.. is it really what you want`??
Well... all these is what i thought of sending it out for you, but it's not like i have the chance now. Somehow i'd no idea why i would saying them, but if you could read it somehow, just hope it would help you by any chance. Cry it out if necessary, but cheer up after it~ will YA`?!
Back to topic, i would like to say sorry to my friends as i'd lost all my contacts alongs with my phone. Though the number of mine i'll still be using it so.. err... whatever it is, just sorry bah..
So much thing'd happened recently, crushing my mind bit by bit, time by time ...
`Time is needed for me to calm it down ...``
the story told at... 2:23 PM
メ Saturday, August 30, 2008
Just Another Bad Day...
Well... Majlis Perpisahan just ended yesterday, Newey had i go today too. That suppose to be alot thing for me to write about, but i guess i have no mood for it now...
Lolz` bad luck just keep come toward me... Thought that some singing could help release some emo-ness out of me, but yet... well, don't wish to say about it le. Anyway guess it's no one to blame for my lost phone. Rest in peace`...
Damn`! Really don't know what word could describe about my feeling now. Angry, happy, sad, depressed, emo-ed, relaxed, loved, disappointed, confused, LOST`..!! All my feeling just keep on turning in my mind... Damn`! What else will it still going happen to me`?! Mind just come all at once`?!!
`Hope someone could give me a big hug to comfort me.. or may be just give me a big slap to wake me up`..?
the story told at... 10:15 PM
メ Thursday, August 28, 2008
Oh so here it is, i'm being invited to the `Majlis Perpisahan` once again and well, i'm going to retire for the second time as a PS. Lolz`
so here's the invitation card =p
Erm... guess i have not much to say about it. This kind of event i'd already organized for 2 times and joined as guest too before. Anyway all i hope is, they could surprise me this year`! xD
have to admit it that it's so cute >_>
an angel with a demon tail`? It's so like me`!! Lolz`
`Geez! Looking like i catch a cold while i taking my nap just now`!!
the story told at... 9:22 PM
メ Wednesday, August 27, 2008
A Weird Dream
Yesterday i had a weird dream. It's not much i can remember about it but the feeling is so real.. especially by the moment that i wake up...
The dream is about that, i could somehow know i'm dying on the next few hours or something and i didn't told anyone about it. (Ya, it's dead i mean.) Erm... i can't remember well about how it's going but i remember that by the time i know that i'm not going to live for long, there was alot of thing cross over my mind and i just figure it out there's something i wanted to do always but i just afraid of...
Well... but that i guess i got nothing to afraid about already except that i just don't have enough time to finish them. i start off to tell everyone about my feeling to them and til the last one, i told `HER` about my feeling and everything i felt then i just fainted and wake up in reality. Though the time i wake i just feel like, i'd already dead and wake up in somewhere else... It's really weird and feel so real, i can't explain about the feeling with words anyway...
Though what i'm curious about now is, who's the `HER` i'm talking to before i fainted... i tried to flash back alot of time but i can't found her face in that memory.. though the memory had given me the feeling of 2 possible of `HER`... but just which one of `HER` she is`?!
`so what is this mean`? i have no idea.. all i know is, what a weird dream... ``
the story told at... 5:31 PM
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New Skin`!!
So i have to admit that i'm still not good enough for setting up a blog with my own style and that's the reason i'd picked up a skin from `BlogSkins` today.
This one is quite special as it's scrolling to right instead of going bottom. Well... i hope anyone who's viewing my blog won't miss the part on the other side.
Erm.. Just give me sometime. If could have the chance sure i'm going to learn about IT next time, may be 10 years or 20 years later everyone was using the skins or something else that's created by me. Lolz`!
the story told at... 4:56 PM
メ Tuesday, August 26, 2008
So as usual i just stay after school and call hock wai to `Yam-cha` today in order to wait for aidi. As she requested that she going to celebrate for her friend's birthday and asked me to fetch for her. Well somehow i just don't know how to reject a girl, especially a girl like her. Poor me... Lolz`
Anyway it's not much a matter as i'm quite free too. As i once waited her for even longer and just to watch a movie and have a dinner, so it's not really a trouble just to stay while. Atleast somehow my mind just telling me that i'm willing to do so. Quite funny right`?
But i just can't bare to see people suffering and stay til 7pm while actually i have the power to take them back. Well... guess i'm quite a `soft heart-er` anyway...
the story told at... 9:20 PM
メ Monday, August 25, 2008
Took these last few day, just for sharing... Like so self-esteem. Lolz`!!
`kinda like this one XD
`they said it's quite `cute``
Lolz... is this really me`?! >_>
the story told at... 6:54 PM
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So what i saw today in the store room, it's not as bad as i imagined though not much better either. How i hope i can just tear the `Tilam` into pieces, but it's just kinda hard...
But nerver mind we'd get the saw now and it will be easier for us to take care of it, but still it gonna take us few days i guess... Just you imaging how big that stupid thing is. Lolz`
By the way i too went for hair cut today. Though it's not like my hair getting shorter anyway... but sometime i'm wondering whether i shall keep it longer or keep it shorty like now.
Just few more months... by that time i can dye my hair once again. Lolz!
`How i miss the day i dyed my hair and taking my SPM papers... it's just like yesterday``...
the story told at... 6:31 PM
メ Sunday, August 24, 2008
So here we go, today is the last day of Olympic game. If i'm not wrong it would be end at 8.30pm or something around that, guess everyone would be so excited for it but atleast not for me.
Honestly i just feel Olympic is just some other kind of competition or whatever it is, but i just wondering how it get everyone so excited on it. What i trying to say is, there's still `Komanwel`, `SukanSEA` and also the coming one that something about Asia... oh man, that's just so much of it so why is it Olmypic could be such interesting`? i don't get it...
Anyway today just tried setup the Post Title for everything i post, but somehow it seem like something went wrong and making the Blog look so funny... so i canceled it for the sake of `whatever-you-call`... Well... Gonna try again next time when i'm free =\
`Aww... it's school day again tomorrow... Wonder it's good or bad for me...``
the story told at... 7:44 PM
メ Saturday, August 23, 2008
So today i'd went for Kit Yee's farewell party on noon. Calling it a farewell party... i think it would be more like a "Yam-Cha" or gathering instead...
Anyway she's still going for England to continue her education soon, so i guess this could be the last time of meeting her for me. Since i'm not that close with her anyway, not much i could do but still... `ALL THE BEST` for her that's all i can`...
After that i just went for looking the `Junk Collector` to take care of the cupboard that we wanna throw in Store Room, but after i get his contact CCS just told me that's no need to do it tommorow, though the room is so...
Oh well... Good luck for the Jr AJKz. Lolz`
But it's me who going to open the room first on Monday anyway... *sigh...
the story told at... 6:25 PM
メ Friday, August 22, 2008
is it the stress from exams?
or maybe it's from the life`?
or just whatever it is``...
but as long as i have this feeling,
somehow i just can't feel myself...
Damn`! it's really irritating``!!
maybe some desserts can help,
as in `STRESSED` and `DESSERTS`...
can you see it`?!
`Snap out of it! i know you can do it!!``
the story told at... 3:12 PM
メ Thursday, August 21, 2008
After all these years... here i'm writing blogs again... But as i said before, if there's a choice i wouldn't wants to write it...
Everytime i started writing it, more or less it just show that i'm lost, falling down or as well `emo-ing` again. That's it, i'm feeling lost again`...
Recently i'd no idea what i'm doing actually, just like i'm writing my blog now but somehow i just feel like that's not what i wanted to do.
What is it i want now? What is it i wanted to do now?
Really no idea about it``...
the story told at... 10:15 PM
メ Wednesday, August 20, 2008
其实现在什么才是我想要的
我所要追求的又是什么
我不确定也不肯定
甚至为了什么而去坚持
我也不知道
唯一知道的是
即使现在拥有了
那也决不会是永远
回想曾经现在
真不知是巧合
还是天意弄人
被命运所玩弄
只间已不需要答案
唯有时间能够证明
这感觉的对错
在时限结束前
为对方留下回忆
是目前共同的愿意
希望那事实不是事实
但不是你我所能改变
决定权在另个她手上
the story told at... 6:30 PM
