メ Friday, November 11, 2011
...it is the scorpio's month `
How long has it been?
i couldn't remember it anymore...
Pinkie was dead. (Or maybe it is me.)
From the deep depression until now,
i think i am started to get use to it.
But i still could not done much without her,
especially for the website revamp and my FYP.
Life is tough, i swear.
...the scorpio had spoke `
Say, it is the Scorpio's month again.
Which mean more people like me are born now.
Self-centered and controlling,
stubborn yet determined,
intelligent but emotional,
mystery thus puzzling...
Putting all together, we are simply dangerous...
But one fact that can not be denied,
people always love and hate us at the same time.
Like we have such a strong presence for our existence,
given such strong feeling to the people we know and we not know.
So it is not surprise if we impressed or offended someone,
when we are not notice.
Regardless who we are, what we do or how we look, -poker face-
Scorpio is passionate, and they really are.
If you have a TRUE Scorpio friend,
then you are really in luck.
(Using the word "TRUE" as i really don't take all people i know as friend.
i don't like to use "friend" to refer my friends either...)
'cause you will be laughing and crying a lot,
for all their unbelievable and unpredictable moves.
The truth is they will never show it.
But if you would have a friend who can betray the whole world for you,
that probably is HIM!
(Please keep that in mind...)
Akhem! ... ...now i am really not trying to sell myself here. -silenced-
i don't know what drive me and lead this entry to such content,
but as i always do i just wrote based on what i feel on that moment.
Oh well, maybe i will just call it a day!
...the chain of memories `
But i'd already beaten the game, Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories.
Wonder what else i can do...
...continue wishing for the day that never came. `
...a promise is a promise...
...one day it will be our light,
the light that brings us together...
...i'll be in your heart until that time comes. `
the story told at... 11:11 AM
メ Saturday, November 5, 2011
...why do people hurt each other? Why are there separations? `
The morning rain has been visiting very so often lately,
i wonder where my sunny-chan had gone?
You know, that is such a hypnotizing moment on every morning,
like i have to hypnotize myself to wake up and go for class.
i am pretty much amazed,
how does people still manage to get in time for work or school?
...it is gonna be, The 7 Wonders of Chou` `
As you can see i was so free now in blogging,
which mean i was not able to resurrect my Pinkie yet.
But life goes on no matter what, so live on! (am i talking to somebody?)
...why are we hurting each other? `
Say, i really don't like the racist people. -displeased-
Like how i don't like the politicians,
as they are so fake and always playing with the racist issues.
Not for anything but to obtain their political goals,
and fulfilling their fantastic-lunatic's dream.
But here, who i am really targeting is those who judged them as racist,
yet they don't realize themselves are turning racist too when they speak.
Like we know, one doesn't mean the whole.
If you think he is evil then it is just the matter of his,
it doesn't mean the everybody of his race is evil too, isn't it?
Instead of criticize them,
why not we try our best to correct them?
(so much of Theory X and Theory Y that i learnt...)
Now, we are living in here together,
why there is such a need to discriminate others on their differences?
(Why should we content ourselves to a single thing,
and not open up to absorb all the good from everywhere?)
...i simply don't get it. `
...when can we come to an understanding? `
Another thing is for the working boss out there,
i just don't see it how the Theory X still applicable nowadays.
Perhaps me and my friend have total different personality?
But i think my perspective is what the future needs! -shy-
Say, i can already see the generation change as i move into society.
Anyway i will leave this topic for next time,
if i still have the mood to continue it.
It is a long post for today,
so let's just give it an end.
...switched off.
...like the flowers that sway, dancing in the wind,
and like the rain enriching the earth,
this world exists throught unity, and yet...
...why do people hurt each other? Why are there separations? `
the story told at... 12:54 AM
メ Wednesday, November 2, 2011
...the time is not with me `
It has been 1 whole week now and the new adapter is NOT HERE YET!
The only reply i get is,
"Sorry sir, it will take another damn WEEK!"
(Yeah... right! like i can do anything about it.)
i just don't understand why must it be now?
When i just received a new job,
when m FYP only left like with 1 more month to due,
and try not to mention the 2 pending assignments...
i really can't do a freaking thing now.
It is impossible to explain in word,
how much i needed my dearest Pinkie.
i...just feel so helpless. -emo-
...your hug, i just can't reach it `
Day by day... time flies and nothing could have done.
Seeing the workloads are getting heavier as time left,
i know the "First Class" is getting further and further from me.
Now, i can do nothing but to sleep more for the coming weeks,
so maybe when i can start my work i don't have to sleep anymore?
(what a fantastic dream.. Hahahaa...)
i got to say, the time is not with me.
But i have not give up on myself yet.
...if Chou` can not do it, no one can! `
ps. ...just kicked the chair and walking is so painful now.
...i don't want to have to force you to smile,
i'm here to help you notice the rainbow...
...'cause i know what's in you is out there `
the story told at... 5:15 PM
