メ Tuesday, August 23, 2011
...Thought it. DO it `
It has been about a month now after my last exam.
And to be honest,
i have not done much about my FYP work ever since then.
(Seriously... not much.)
Feel kind of guilty about that,
but i don't know where to start or even how should i start.
...wondering how my mates have their FYP progress now? `
...this is just what you need for the day `
Sitting in the McDonald's nearby a highway,
having my 3rd or maybe 4th cup of hot coffee.
It is a cold rainy morning and the coffee is just nice,
i do enjoying it much. -loved-
BUT... why the hell am i going out on a cold rainy day like this?!!
(i am suppose to sleep soundly like i suppose to...)
"GREAT THANKS" to the freejing,
who asked me out on this early morning,
and yet, he is late for like 30 minutes to the promised time. -growl-
Anyway i still find it hard to believe that,
i came out today just to look after his stupid car from clamping.
(And it is early in the morning some more...)
Like i always say and still saying,
it is the greatest gift he have in life that he know me.
...in fact, everyone who know chou` is gifted, i suppose ` -shy-
Oh well... enough for that.
i just thinking i should really get something written for my FYP.
Or, i should really get more articles and journals to read about?
Why can't i be more productive throughout this break?
Sigh... `
...if you think you should do it,
just stop thinking and go for it...
...'cause we might not live for tomorrow `
the story told at... 11:30 AM
メ Wednesday, August 17, 2011
...when you lose your email `
Some days ago i got my email address suspended.
It happened due to the recent hacked,
then mass spammy mails were sent from my account.
(Though, i already stopped it on the 2nd day i noticed that.)
Anyway i made my sincere apologize to the affected persons,
for thus and explained about the case happened.
But still my account was reported by someone,
and that caused my account suspended...
...now i wonder who's that? ` (不悦)
...bring me back to life `
Before i ever knew it,
i am already affected by the modern sickness.
For that night i lost my account,
i think i lost myself as well.
i was so uncomfortable and felt so unsecured,
simply can't seem to concentrate on doing anything.
And while i realised i can't sign in my MSN with that,
that is the moment i felt like... totally SOLITARY. (Even that i am not...)
But MSN simply has a "well" recovery plan to worse thing up,
for that it keeps showing me error over and over again...
But for the good side,
...i still managed to get back my account after one night. ` -thankful-
Say, after returning to my coolness self,
then i start to think about it.
A personal email is actually so much important.
Perhaps it is wrong for the others,
but in my case it is personal and security issues concerning.
(For what are the issues, i will not speak about here.)
Anyway that is all my personal experience about it,
wonder what will you be if the same thing happens to you?
But for the greatest good,
hope this will never ever happen again to any of us.
*Walked away...*
...i am about to lose my mind,
you have been gone for so long,
i am running out of time...
i need a doctor, call me a doctor...
...i need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life `
the story told at... 10:06 PM
メ Wednesday, August 10, 2011
...if i die young `
Would you ever thought of it?
Or will such thought ever come across your mind..?
But somehow it happened to me.
i mean, it is kind of weird.
Like i doubt normal people would ever have that in mind.
...in fact, i think they will never even want to think about it. `
...what would you be playing in the end? `
The thought first started since 2 or 3 years ago,
which i couldn't well remember it.
But it is during the time,
of when i joined the funeral of my friend's mom. -quiet for while-
From then i asked,
"Why must it always be the same old songs play in funeral?
Can't i have something more trendy or different from those?"
But first thing first,
it is not that i'm being disrespect to the decedent anyway.
Right now i am having a habit,
of keeping record of the songs i heard,
especially for those which could give me a thought or touched.
Why i am doing so?
'Cause i want them to be played during my funeral.
Ya, you hear see me right,
it is MY FUNERAL i mean.
Rather than those traditional plays,
won't you like your life to end with your favourite rhythm?
...either way you will be floating for a very long time then. `
...something like the rhythm of love? `
Would not it be nice if the funeral will be playing songs like,
"1000 Words" "Bye Bye" "说了再见" "Mad".... etc.
Yuppz. i think the funeral is gonna be fun,
like i don't really like people crying for my dead... or maybe i do.
It is fine if you are sad for it,
but then not to be over saddened,
like not too long.
Just think of me on the free time after i am gone,
that would be all i need. -smile-
Okayz. or maybe they are all just my personal opinion...
(Like of course they are mine, whose blog do you think this is?)
...the last rhythm of life. FIN `
Anyway i have take way too long to write up here.
i think i will stop.
And need not worry, my funeral will not be any so soon.
i am not giving up my life YET!
So, make sure you come back for more.
# FIN.
...if i die young, bury me in satin,
lay me down on a bed of roses,
sink me down in the river at dawn...
...send me away with the words of a love song `
the story told at... 12:51 AM
メ Thursday, August 4, 2011
...the end of examing life, it's just so cool `
Just officially finished my exam life, which i suppose so.
Unless i will be pursuing for Master level next time?
...but i doubt that. `
Despite what happen during my SPM last paper,
i think i simply have the potential to be silly.
(To learn more about it please find back the post yourself,
i think i did mentioned once or twice...)
Like this too the last paper of exam as last time,
but i actually forget to bring my phone out.
i only realised it when i am half way to the exam hall,
though, i didn't turn back to retrieve it.
'Cause you know what, i am actually 10 minutes late to it. -shy-
Luckily there is a 10 minutes reading time for every paper,
so for somehow i still make it in time.
But even for this the last paper last exam i have,
also i would get incident as such happened...
...besides silly, i can't find a better word for myself `
...will i ever be writing again? `
Now that everything has come to an end,
i think i can finally use some rest. -relieved-
What i am looking forward now probably is the Singapore trip.
But like everything is not really on plan yet,
so i will just leave it for now.
Gotta' have a break first before i start my journey again.
Will update again soon. `
...i really not like people disturbing in my private space,
especially when it is without my acknowledgement ...
...please keep your distance with me, unless i say so `
the story told at... 6:46 PM
