It is been like 5 years or 6 now,
i was making this same wish every year on this day,
but i am not doing it anymore...

For this long it is not getting any nearer to it,
why should we still wish for it?  -thought of something-


...what am i still waiting for? `
And i was saying all the time, celebration is not my style.

What if it is true? Or maybe it is not.
Or MAYBE, i was just trying to reserve it for some people.
But like when the person never shown up anyway...

Perhaps i can say it is an exception for last year,
though thing is not exactly what i have in mind.

...but even just for that i can be so much happy with it. `


In fact, i think i was just afraid.
Afraid of, what if the person never show up...?
(Try to give an excuse before things go ugly?)


Seriously i can be much simple than you thought.
i don't actually need the last word,
for as long you do mean it, i will feel.
Believe me that it is true.

Just everytime on this day when i look at my facebook profile,
i can't say that i am not happy...
But it somehow makes me feel lonely as well,
like how i'd said it on the previous entry.

Though, that does not mean i don't find people who i do appreciate,
and it won't be listed here as you know who you are.


...when the hope is still around `
Say, if there would be one last thing i wanted to say for today,
it will never be Happy 21st to Myself! ~  but...

...THANKS MOM for bringing me to this world, 21 years ago. `

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...and what if i had you and what if you had me,
                            what's the reason we can't fall in love?

...what if... ... What if...? `

`Cloudz メ Chou.
`13 November 1989.
`Single / Attached.

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`Business Computing, Degree L1.
`Business Computing, Degree L2.
`Business Computing, Degree L3.

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