What you know, it is Tuesday again.
Ya. it is Tuesday again...   - smiled -


Here i am, staying in SecretRecipe again,
having my precious Tiramisu,
waiting for the promising time.

i couldn't remember now,
since when this becomes a habit to me.


...opps! whose blog is that? `
Maybe people will never understand,
but sometime there is something need not to be understood.
Do whatever you feel like to,
it is for yourself not for others anyway.

And all of a sudden i just remember,
how i had a dream last time,
of forgotten what i should not be forgotten of this promise.

It is just so funny to think of it now.   - laughed -



i am haivng some weird dream lately,
weird enough and tiresome somehow.


In the dream i am running for my life,
as i just predicted the DOOMSDAY to come.

Of course i am not alone in there,
some guys and girls are with me but i couldn't well recognize their face.
And this is the first time i'd someone,
who i never know in real to be the main-girl in my dream.

Sorry for that i always have some drama/movie like dream.   - shy -
But what is the dream trying to tell me?



People tends to ask me if i am telling the truth,
but you know what.
It seriously not about how much i said is true,
what's matter is how much would you believe if i said.



Say, the environment in SecretRecipe really nice.
But then it starts making me to think of alot of things,
really alot, alot of things...


Maybe deep down in my heart,
i would have the answer already.
But most the time i choose not to believe it,
i start hating myself doing so but i couldn't help.

Think no matter how insane i would be sometime,
i am still a human afterall.

...that is no way i can be beyond human anyway ` (unless i died...)

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By the way if you might not know,
i got some so-called poor memory here.

Seriously i could not be remembered things well longer than 2 years.
If one day you ever saw me on the street,
please say hi to me or by any way reminds me of you.

People tends to say that i am acting cool,
but the fact is i seriously could not remember you.
Sorry for that you're being so common for me to recognize.
(Oh well. i might be joking for this.)


Though why i am calling it so-called poor memory,
'cause on those you-know-who and you-not-know-who,
i somehow remember so clearly on every single details of them.

And... whatever.
You already know i could not forget... ... ...


...even the best moment will end. nothing last forever `
Like nothing last forever,
deep down in our heart we know about it.

i do have a choice to choose to believe it or not,
but should i really... maybe... ...?


Honestly i can not get myself an answer for that now,
as i know and i believe, miracles happen.
Just something you might possible not know,
miracle happens only when both of us believe.

Which also explained why,
i am so hard to make a decision now.
Til i have the final answer for myself,
i am going to follow my heart to do whatever i feel like to.


And walking on the street alone today,
i feel some sort of freedom that i was longing.
Though i could not ignore the fact it comes with loneliness,
but still it was not that bad, i guess...


ps. ...i got an idea for some drawing again `

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