Sent my desktop for checking like week ago,
finally have the message comes back saying that,
the power supply is bad, the RAM is spoiled, bla bla bla...

But i am not surprise about it,
in fact that was actually being expected.
And it is just a waste of money to fix it,
when you got almost everything spoiled but your hard disk.


So there has been some time i am thinking about it,
if i should backup my files as scenario like now happened.

You know, most the time people will ask for backup like definitely.
But... not this time. i don't want them anymore.


Of course i would still keep some important files,
like what i need for my study.
But not the memories this time.
i don't need anything that will remind me for my past.


If the memory is so precious,
it will never fade away like nothing.
What should be remembered will be remembered by me,
and if it don't then so be it.


...here is the Hawaiian Vodka i just drank `
i think i'd live long enough in my past.
But i am not trying to say how miserable my life was,
in fact there are some points of time which are enjoyable.
But maybe this shall be the time for me to walk out from it.


i don't need to be reminded again,
for people asking me why i spent my time for like meaningless?
For how come a lazy person like me,
will done something even others threaten me with dead and i will never do.


For so much so much i'd changed,
like i don't even recognize myself for some time.
But it is not like i went for surgery or whatever,
just that i seriously give my heart for it.

But there is still something unchanged until today,
like i still can't bear to say "NO" to You.
(again i have to laugh...)


Say, leaving is not really that hard,
what's hard is how you going to make that decision.

Trust me, i would still love you,
if one day you will found that you actually love me.
But in the mean time, i shall love myself more.


...and here is the Bitter Tea i shall drink now `
Unbind myself from the past and you know what,
despite how much you love a person,
human can actually like the others at same time.

But noticed that the words i use here are LOVE and LIKE,
i do hope you understand the different between them.
Like what i am trying to say is,
whoever could love a person but they would never like someone else?

...and how would you understand now who is love and who is like? `


- take a deep breath -


Like seriously there is too much i'd say for today,
but what's done is done.

Maybe i will come back on the next post,
if i feel something else to write again.



ps.
...i allow you to walk into my world,
          but that doesn't mean i allow you to walk here and there ` LOL

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Stranger A : Say, you are going to meet someone better than her.
      chou` : Of course, i will. But you know what?
Stranger A : Huh?
      chou` : It is just that i can never treat anyone better than her.                   -smile-

`Cloudz メ Chou.
`13 November 1989.
`Single / Attached.

Studied In:
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`Business Computing, Degree L1.
`Business Computing, Degree L2.
`Business Computing, Degree L3.

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`hired by P / S / L Group Malaysia.

Email:
`cloud_fui@msn.com

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