Time seem to have pass slower lately,
i thought usually when the due date is near,
we will feel the hourglass finish faster.

Somehow it is different for this time.
i think i actually know why...


...stay in the world of ignorance `
i think i have calm down quite a bit for now,
but it is not healed yet,
as i just tried to live in the world of ignorance.

For sometime i would still feel a great pain inside my mind,
that is when i have too much of thoughts that can't get away.


So much of happenings and assignments due,
i could say it is a double-trouble.

But the will of chou` isn't weak,
he can still barely stand on his feet,
and thanks to those who'd tried to bring him up.


Take a look on my facebook's wall,
i think this was the first time i have almost full page of status update.

Seriously i have to do this to keep myself calm,
i need to talk to something when the pain hit me,
and somehow it turns out to be the wall...

That is such a pain when you want to talk,
but you can't reach the person you want to talk to.


Nowadays i am afraid to sleep and bath,
'cause both are the time,
when i most easily fall into the abyss of thought.
Then i will start to feel the pain again...

Please if you ever saw me stone there for some minutes or seconds,
talk to me for whatever or anything.
i just need some distraction,
before i went into something again.


Ignorance really not the best way to settle a problem,
and it is obviously not my style as well.
Maybe for now that is the only option left for me,
but i am going to face it when the time comes.


i believe now my friends would be there laughing,
as they have such a stupid friend like me.
But the same time i believe,
none of them would stand out and said that i am wrong.

i know and i understand,
there is never a right or wrong on this `


...it can't stay forever `
i will need a break once everything is over,
and that is going to be 2 weeks more, i suppose.

...i would like to feel the breath of nature again `


i will give it a PAUSE for now,
but that doesn't mean THE END `

`Cloudz メ Chou.
`13 November 1989.
`Single / Attached.

Studied In:
`APIIT / UCTI.
`Business Computing, Degree L1.
`Business Computing, Degree L2.
`Business Computing, Degree L3.

Current Job:
`Survey Programmer.
`hired by P / S / L Group Malaysia.

Email:
`cloud_fui@msn.com

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メ May.`
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`~ Visiting Terengganu.


メ June.`
7th or 8th? June 2012:
`~ Someone's flying to UK.

23th June 2012:
`~ Graduation Ceremony!



メ Assignment.`
Final Year Project:
`~ 7th December 2011.
...(Progress: 120% Completed!)


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`~ 9th January 2012.
...(Progress: 100% DONE!)

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`~ 9th January 2012.
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