i start to feel tired,
tired of helping out the others.

i know that is not a good sign for me,
but i just can't help myself feeling so.


...is confused `
Lately i had been quite the busy during the class,
and sometime even after the class.
People just keep on calling,
asking me about this and that.

i know it happened all the time before as well,
but i just start feel that things are going out of control.


i know the upcoming events,
the Lab Test, assignment due whatever are stressing them.
That's why i am not telling them face-to-face,
...please leave me alone `


Seriously i don't mind of teaching as well,
but please give me a break when i am in a break.
i don't like to work during my personal peace of time,
i mean, who would like?


...go for a break `
Then again, when i have to explain the same thing,
again, again and again to a same person,
that truly make me fed up.


Though the worst is yet to come.
When i already told that i am not good on a certain topic,
but people still insist on my help,
then fine, i will help.

But when they took my work and show the lecturer,
then were told it is wrong,
that kind of look they give me back is just... ...


Or maybe when i am trying to explain half way,
then they start up to giving their ideas,
and maybe even trying to change mine.

If you are really so smart about it,
why you want to ask me in the first place, huh`?


i think if anyone read this,
they are going to think twice before asking me questions again.

But i could give you some tips,
do the right thing in the right time,
and i hate repeating myself.


...nothing had changed `
Anyway for those who usually seeks for my help,
i doubt they would read my blog.
So in the end i just change nothing,
for so long i wrote.   *peace~ -_-V*


ps. ...拯救地球好累 `

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Having some unexplainable feeling lately,
like something is missing from my life.

Time flows so slow after i home everyday,
i forgot how i spent my time before.

Miss the day i could stay in car all night long,
quit the buzzing from other,
have the music calm my soul.


...maybe we can't find it back,           
                but you are here looking with me `
Maybe all i need is just someone,
who could enjoys the same music with me.

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Message:
It is nothing actually,
just wanted to tell you i read what you wrote,
but i do not know what i should write for you.

Lol. i know i am cute =x

`Cloudz メ Chou.
`13 November 1989.
`Single / Attached.

Studied In:
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`Business Computing, Degree L1.
`Business Computing, Degree L2.
`Business Computing, Degree L3.

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Email:
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