i love you
i love you
i love you
and now i don't know if i can love you


sorry but my mind can't form a proper sentence now
and i quite wonder how could i write for my assignments

i am not mad for what you think i should be
it is actually the story underneath it
but i am so not in the story telling mood now
for the least it won't be here

sometime i do wonder if whatever that is that is gift
maybe it is true when you have a gain you have to lose


my mind is rather confusing now
noticing that he will show up in great pain
tried to save me but bearly
like filling me with the fake memory

so much of questions and doubts come across
and i know i had thought too much last night by looking on my hair


what's happening is what i sensed long ago
i failed to ask myself believe it
but too i can't totally ignore what i found
i just lose my cool when i give full concern

being one that know too much is never cool
that kind of pain had felt enough

the fate just like to joke with me
keep of hope will never worked

maybe i should let him take control
but i am scare of seeing myself through his eyes


rather than some fakey memory he gave me
i like to listen to your say


please bear with me for an unreadable post
i lose the sense of
but be glad i still know what i am doing


ps. ...can i perhap stop writing? `

`Cloudz メ Chou.
`13 November 1989.
`Single / Attached.

Studied In:
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`Business Computing, Degree L2.
`Business Computing, Degree L3.

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