Maybe you would not know,
or you already know.
Things. can turn out to be so much different,
whenever you are willing to.


...more than words can say `
Uncertainty and misunderstanding,
i believe both could be the worst matter to us.

Once they happened among us,
it might cause us losing faith of each other,
or might be worse it makes us losing each other...

But that is not absolute.
Thing can change,
only if we willing to share our trust with each other.


Sometime when we choose to trust,
things would seem so much better,
compare to the time,
when we choose to doubt a someone.

Perhaps you maythink that i am lying,
but why not you start testing it out?

...you might just be surprised `

---

...trust of each other `

There are some rumors flying around me lately,
and i actually knew it too.

Due to hatred or love, caring or troubling?
for me that does not matter at all.
i do not care about what others think about me,
but... ... ... ...nevermind.

What's matter is that,
it starts make me to doubt `


i thought i can trust you with all my will,
i even promised myself that i will,
though that is not easy.

Especially when i can never know what you are thinking.

(...what's on your mind...`?)



i started to doubt now,
even though it only happens once in a long-while,
but that still is the feeling i hate the most.

(...why doubt when you can trust? `)

i decided to write this up for my blog,
as so i can always remind myself about it.
Or maybe i am writing this up,
just so you can tell me what you're having in your mind?


But once again please asks him,
'cause he might just wants to tell you so badly `


...not just a promise. it is memories `
i could really use a wish right now,
but the airplane in the night sky can never be a shooting star `

---

想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白

两颗心没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独

不懂 你的黑色幽默
想通 却又再考倒我

...可能这只是海鸟跟鱼的故事 `

`Cloudz メ Chou.
`13 November 1989.
`Single / Attached.

Studied In:
`APIIT / UCTI.
`Business Computing, Degree L1.
`Business Computing, Degree L2.
`Business Computing, Degree L3.

Current Job:
`Survey Programmer.
`hired by P / S / L Group Malaysia.

Email:
`cloud_fui@msn.com

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Chase the dream, make the different.
That's the life i want :)

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メ May.`
26th - 27th May 2012:
`~ Visiting Terengganu.


メ June.`
7th or 8th? June 2012:
`~ Someone's flying to UK.

23th June 2012:
`~ Graduation Ceremony!



メ Assignment.`
Final Year Project:
`~ 7th December 2011.
...(Progress: 120% Completed!)


Strategic Entrepreneurship & Innovation:
`~ 9th January 2012.
...(Progress: 100% DONE!)

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`~ 9th January 2012.
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メ Timetable in APIIT.`
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`~ Intake No: UC3F1003 BC

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