メ Thursday, May 27, 2010
...chapter 4. somebody to love `
Sometime i would think that,
i am actually quite a predictor, you know?
(Or maybe i can really be one if ever i train o.o)
...somebody to love `
About month ago i had my MSN personal message changed.
And you see, i don't usually change that.
...chapter 4. somebody to love `
i wrote that for the message,
without any particulor reason beside i feel to do so.
Though soon after it changed,
i start realised that people around me are getting paired up,
one after another...
And even some of them are not,
yet they are working on it,
or someone else is working on them.
i believe you know what i am trying to say :)
Is this really just a coincidence?
Or maybe i did able to feel the love in the air?
Or.. or... i just spread the love into the air?! LOL ~
(i seriously doubt it would be the third one anyway...)
Again this is not the first time for it to happen.
If possible i would like to show you some cases too.
Though... always when i start to think of it,
i just can't think of anything =.=
Til that i can provide you with something next time,
maybe we should keep this puzzle unsolved for now?
...the unsolved puzzle `
And lastly...
Don't you think comment on other's blog,
just doesn't sound cool enough?
Maybe i should leave comments on my blog,
and ask others to read instead? xD
ps. ...i thought i am telling others, or am i telling myself? `
如果沒法忘記
就不要忘記好了
...真正的忘記 是不需要努力的 `
the story told at... 6:24 PM
メ Saturday, May 22, 2010
...what's in your mind? `
Maybe you would not know,
or you already know.
Things. can turn out to be so much different,
whenever you are willing to.
...more than words can say `
Uncertainty and misunderstanding,
i believe both could be the worst matter to us.
Once they happened among us,
it might cause us losing faith of each other,
or might be worse it makes us losing each other...
But that is not absolute.
Thing can change,
only if we willing to share our trust with each other.
Sometime when we choose to trust,
things would seem so much better,
compare to the time,
when we choose to doubt a someone.
Perhaps you maythink that i am lying,
but why not you start testing it out?
...you might just be surprised `
...trust of each other `
There are some rumors flying around me lately,
and i actually knew it too.
Due to hatred or love, caring or troubling?
for me that does not matter at all.
i do not care about what others think about me,
but... ... ... ...nevermind.
What's matter is that,
it starts make me to doubt `
i thought i can trust you with all my will,
i even promised myself that i will,
though that is not easy.
Especially when i can never know what you are thinking.
(...what's on your mind...`?)
i started to doubt now,
even though it only happens once in a long-while,
but that still is the feeling i hate the most.
(...why doubt when you can trust? `)
i decided to write this up for my blog,
as so i can always remind myself about it.
Or maybe i am writing this up,
just so you can tell me what you're having in your mind?
But once again please asks him,
'cause he might just wants to tell you so badly `
...not just a promise. it is memories `
i could really use a wish right now,
but the airplane in the night sky can never be a shooting star `
想要对你说的不敢说的爱
会不会有人可以明白
两颗心没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不懂 你的黑色幽默
想通 却又再考倒我
...可能这只是海鸟跟鱼的故事 `
the story told at... 10:34 PM
メ Wednesday, May 19, 2010
...omg. i am early for both classes! `
i quite wonder what am i doing here,
or maybe why am i here too..?
Few minutes ago i decided to skip this soon-starting class,
as i just simply don't feel like attending it.
i went The Mines after my lunch just now,
original plan is to slack there for while then go home.
But then about one hour of slacking,
i suddenly feel like coming back for class.
And now you see that i am blogging in lab...
(i am even earlier for the class =.=)
This is totally strange, you know?
Imagine i am earlier for both classes today,
that is just so freaky scary ._.
...color of my world `
Anyway enough of story telling,
i should start talking of what i want to talk about.
i found that it is really a weird of me.
(Kayz. i knew that i am never un-weirdie so just pardon me.)
i always wanted to blog something,
or maybe just start up on my assignment.
Seriously i have a lot of ideas pop up always,
but that only happen when the time is after 12am.
i know i am always a midnight person,
it is never a problem to me before,
but i think that start troubling me now.
Having morning class for every single day,
that is just hard to allow myself sleep late now.
i don't mind if i sleep in class,
but i just don't feel like living "Left For Dead", you know?
Sigh. Anyway i better stop writing now,
times to do my Facebook works in lab, i suppose...
the story told at... 3:44 PM
メ Sunday, May 16, 2010
...chou` simple yet complicated `
If you ever keep up with my blog,
i did mentioned something about that,
i have such a cooler life compare to other.
Whatever i need, i will have it.
Eventually and most likely,
it never fail me in that way.
But what could be the greatest pain of it?
This is so sad but true,
but anything i want, i will never have it.
...it is simple yet complicated `
With the 20 years living experience,
this truly is the conclusion i can make for myself.
You can doubt me on that,
though that just show that you do not understand.
Seriously i have to control myself,
never go desperately over anything,
and eventually that become a personality.
i too tried to break that rule before,
but it never goes well though =(
Perhaps, i should just stay with the style.
Maybe that is just how chou` should be.
Oh ya... ...what comes around goes around ` =)
Like the game of Monopoly,
there is Fate and Chance in our life.
It might be cool or the other way around,
whenever we come across with them.
We can not predict what's going to happen,
for each time we stepped on it.
But maybe... ...i can use a Chance now `
the story told at... 4:10 PM
メ Wednesday, May 12, 2010
...such a COOL start for the day ` zzz
Actually i suppose to be sleeping by now,
consider that i am having morning class for tomorrow.
(even though i was late for it most the every time...)
The time now is 1.46AM,
but i am still writing for my blog,
'cause i think i have a very COOL start for the day.
...the light trails `
As following HockWai's order,
we went OUG, Steven's Corner to yum-cha just now.
About 1am after i fetched LiYin home,
i went home through the Seremban Highway as usual.
And what's so COOL that i wanted to blog about,
you will find it out soon if you continue reading...
So i was on the highway around that time,
and with no expectation and prediction,
there is Police-Block on half way.
You know, in the midnight... on the highway... there is a block...
what is going to happen?
Need not saying you should know the answer.
It is just so obvious anyway.
After the scenario of the clamping,
somehow my luck wasn't all gone yet.
Seriously and honestly, believe it or not,
that is my very first stop on Police-Block.
i do feel the scene was quite funny,
as this is my very first experience on that.
But it ends well with the Rules-of-Nature,
that's all you need to know from here, i guess.
(ask me personally and i might tell you more, maybe.)
So... do you think that is a further story for it?
i think that will be quite in my wonder list too.
You know, my life is just unpredictable.
...highway in midnight `
Well` i have something else i wanted to blog about for long.
It is actually in my draft for quite some times,
but i shall post it on the other day i suppose,
since i got this now, right?
...thus, maybe we should call it a day? `
ps.
By the way i feel i am being quite silly lately.
First, i mistaken my friend birthday 1 day later,
and soon i mistaken another friend 1 day earlier...
It is not i forgot the date of their birth,
but i simply mistaken the date of the day -_______-
the story told at... 2:51 AM
メ Wednesday, May 5, 2010
...做不成男女朋友，做个特别的朋友 `
i do not usually do this,
obviously i do not like to do it either.
Just working on some Ctrl+C and V,
then make it as an entry for the day,
don't you feel like it is cheating in some way...?
But today i will make an exception,
'cause seriously i found this article not bad at all,
and it is quite true on some facts.
So i decided to share it.
Actually i would like to credit the originator too,
but all i know is i get it from Sharon,
and she shared it from someone else,
then i not sure if the someone else shared from someone else-else,
and the else-else from else-else-else and else-else-else-else... ...
So i can only say sorry,
if you are reading this and you are the originator of this ` =x
...until the end `
两个可能彼此相爱、喜欢的人，
但是，又不属于友情、爱情、亲情中的任何一种，
彼此不能成为男女朋友，只能做个特别的朋友……
也许是为了朋友之间的义气，不能归属。
也许是为了顾及家人的意见，不能归位。
也许是为了自己的前程，不能承诺。
也许是相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许是相遇太晚，彼此身边已经有了另一个人。
也许是回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线……
不过即使没在一起，
彼此仍能找到塌实的感觉，
仍然会保持不隶属任何一种感情的关系。
但是彼此心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
因为有了彼此，心里总是被幸福塞的满满的……
即使不能彼此名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
彼此有喜欢的人，口头上会说不吃醋，
心里却会觉得胃疼……
对方遇到困难时，
会尽全力伸出援助之手，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
对方生病了，
会缴尽脑汁找药方，
恨不得变成护士，陪伴在身旁……
每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。
一开始可能不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
宁愿这样关心对方的心情，
总好过彼此生活在一起受伤害……
做不成男女朋友，
当个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢
很多的感情，
都败在了现实的面前……
友情可以演变成为爱情，
爱情最终进化成为亲情，
彼此就将友情直接进步到亲情……
人生不过百年……
能牵手的时候，请别只是肩并肩，
能拥抱的时候，请别只是手牵手，
能在一起的时候，请别轻易分开，
能成为红颜知己，请别刻意离开！
珍惜彼此之间塌实的感觉
...做不成男女朋友，做个特别的朋友 `
...do not let go `
the story told at... 11:29 PM
メ Monday, May 3, 2010
...chou` life, just amazingly different `
You know, that surely is cool.
Once again i have it proved,
my life is amazingly... ... different than others.
For everytime i thought i would be,
ended up in any sort of worst situation i could be,
it turns out all fine in the end,
and you just can't explain why.
Likes it happened quite alot of times,
til i already used to it,
and forgotten what examples i can give you.
Maybe like what happened on my SPM?
Or how did i managed to avoid all the punishments,
when that was quite some years back there...?
Anyway i think i have one very recently to show you.
You do know i got clamped and fined that day, right?
i thought the story ends like it seems,
and i was just in some luck, that's it.
But actually, it is not.
Even if i give you hundred chances to guess,
you will never guessed what's coming next.
...wonder wheel, you might just wonder forever `
i gave the receipt to my mum that night,
thought to just asks back some money for it.
But guess what? Fews days later she told me,
she bought the serial numbers on that receipt,
and she WON THE GRAND PRIZE with it!
(W H A T ?!)
Seriously i am not kidding.
Even myself having a hard time to believe it.
But it did happened.
As so i had some more money again as "reward?" =.=
And another few more money,
to buy the TPM monthly parking.
...will you ever imagine thing like this happens? `
...why it always rains on me? `
Sometimes i really have no idea,
if i am having a fantastic life here?
Or the other way around...?
Whatever i need, i will have it.
And what could be better?
That is i don't even have to spend much afford for it,
they will come to me eventually.
It is like i just doing what i feel like to,
and i will get things i need to have.
Sounds cool, huh?
But that is one bad side of it,
one SERIOUSLY BAD of it.
But when you get to have anything you need when you need,
how bad could it get to you?
Interested to find out?
Maybe i will let you know the other time,
'cause i feel like stopping,
right here, right now ` :)
the story told at... 9:20 PM
