メ Friday, February 19, 2010
...yet it give in `
...yet it give in `
It is not because what you think they are, thus they are.
It is what they are, thus they are.
i should never had buried it so deep,
til it can never find its way back up.
i see its root was trying to come out now,
though will it be able to stand up for real?
i guess i was wrong at the very begining,
but is it too late to start all over again`..?
Quote of the day,
...love you not because who you are, but because who i am `
the story told at... 5:34 PM
メ Sunday, February 14, 2010
...Valentine X Chinese New Year `2010
Chou` does not lie.
if Chou` had said it then that is it.
Chou` had once told himself he shall not be down.
Even if Chou` have to be sad,
too it should not last for long.
Chou` is asking himself to smile now,
though he still need some time.
But for the least, Chou` had let himself not feeling blue now ` :)
17 minutes more and Valentine`2010 ended officially,
Though Chinese New Year (CNY) was still going on.
Personally i do not like CNY.
i used to love it,
but now i am not.
Nothing much good happened lately,
though what is uncool happened quite frequently.
Some i had mentioned in previous entries and some did not,
but i think that doesn't matter anymore.
Actually what i want is just some appreciation.
It is so simple and easy,
but still alot fail to give.
What actually make me smile these days,
i think was the coffee shop's GorGor. (or uncle?)
Sounds so gay for me to call him GorGor now ._.
Anyway it happened on the New Year Eve...
That day i visit, he suppose to close and cleaning there,
then the others told me there is no more serving already.
So i am about to leave, but he asked me to stay,
as he will make the last one specially for me.
As i see there is no more hot water left.
But he actually get it from his house and cook for me.
Moreover, he said he is going to treat me this time.
You know, that is what seriously make me smile.
i love this kind of feeling,
when someone specially done something for me.
Well`... actually i think i have more to say,
but i don't know how to write it out.
Hope i can find the tree hole some day.
Did you talked to a dog before`?
ps. ...do you know what word i hate the most? `
the story told at... 11:41 PM
メ Thursday, February 11, 2010
...the unfinished entry and i was down `
Yesterday was a rather tiresome day,
but also it was so ENJOYABLE`!
Few days before i was still wondering,
if i should be going back for it or not.
But seems like my decision was right,
i feel so satisfied xD
Some people might not know,
and i might not look like it too,
but seriously i love sports.
The only problem is just that,
i like to play in my own peace,
instead with a bunch of humans.
Anyway the kursus yesterday was really fun,
but i am not going to story much about it.
If you really like to know,
maybe you have to imagine yourself. Lol`
But you know what... ... ...
Obviously i am not the camera holder for these... ... ...
Actually that was a draft,
which i wrote after 6th February, the PS Kursus.
But i was kinda stucked on there that time,
so ended up i post an unfinished entry now.
Anyway i was kinda down for today.
And for some reasons also,
i kinda get myself stucked in Mines for half day alone.
No idea what should i do, nor where should i go.
Just there were alot of thinking,
between me and HIM `
Take on a movie to kill some times in the end,
and there was a freaking funny expression i get,
when i told it is just one ticket i need.
Anyway that sure was some fun,
when you get to watch movie alone ` :)
Woohoo Tiger was unexpected nice,
or maybe i should use Fantastic or Awesome on it.
Hard to believe that it is Malaysian's product,
if 5 stars is max then i will give it 5.
...can you see the light? `
i felt better after the movie,
but there were still some emotional i need to get rid of.
So i remember of SecretRecipe,
and the story behind the Choc.Indulgence i bought for you.
Maybe a Tiramisu can cure me?
But nowaday Tiramisu is hard to find ` :(
Word can cure but most the times, it kills.
Whatever i do i have my reasons,
i don't mind how people say about me,
but i can't stand when my friend get involved.
Though walk away is my style,
as i don't like to kill or be killed.
ps. ...fight ends when there is only one remains `
the story told at... 1:03 AM
メ Thursday, February 4, 2010
...this is random enough. i suppose `
...my doggy can actually breaks the borders ` =.=
Reason of hating Chinese New Year (CNY),
...weather is damn freaking hot when CNY is near `
Lol` that was totally random.
But that is just how i like it :)
Anyway it seriously was so damn HOT lately.
Can't we have one year,
when there are snowy windy for CNY..?
Okayz. i just hate Summer.
Definitely that is not the season for me.
So what about Spring?
Erm` i guess that wasn't good enough.
And somehow i feel like,
it is giving me some creepy-feeling..
(or perhaps i am the one who is creepy...:x)
Anyway i would prefer Autumn instead.
The windy season! :D
And Winter is nice too,
especially when it is snowing!
Hope i can touch the snow for real,
wonder how is it feels like :)
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You know, i think i was trying to hide the truth,
that i was freaky boring now ==
Comes up with this random enough entry,
seriously i need some entertainments ._.
ps. ...life turns bore all of a sudden `
the story told at... 5:58 PM
メ Wednesday, February 3, 2010
...Langkawi. Can We ? `
It is the first week of my sem break,
still i fail to find myself something to do.
It is just sad when you wanted to be productive,
but you CAN NOT :(
Okayz.fine.
i know i should not let such word stay in my dictionary,
so let's talk about something else.
...the little wonder `
You know, all of a sudden i feel like going Langkawi.
Seriously there weren't any special reasons for it,
but this.
...alcohol is much CHEAPER there! ` (LOL~!!)
But now i wonder if the plan could go well,
it is hard to clap with single hand anyway.
Oh` please try not to mention that,
i can't even confirmed a date for it now :x
Whatsoever. If there is a will there is a way.
i know i will get myself there this way or the other :)
And Hey! Valentine is coming, ready for it yet? :D
(pardon me. but i hate Chinese New Year.)
the story told at... 8:27 PM
